I should stop being such a weakling sometimes.
And to hell with the overthinking. Because I've got this feeling it's about me, just that I can't, won't, and do not have the right to probe.

One more thing. I've got a birthday party to attend later and instead of being an emotional idiot because I'm pms-ing or whatever, time to get started on lit. Before you realise your swollen eyes become even more evident.