Lets think about the word 'like' . Is it a word we use so often that it loses the true meaning of it entirely? What happens then? After the word loses its meaning, we are no longer able to use that word as a word we would use to compliment others. For eg. I say, " Hey, I like your dress. " You say you like it. But since LIKE is such a general word, what could it really mean? It could be just polite talk. Or it could be something that means much more. See, we use the word like when we think what the other party is doing is fair. Or could be Just a little to the good side. Get what I mean? In other words, when someone tells you, " I like your food" , we dont know for sure whether it is true or to what extent. Or whether the person even likes it in the 1st place. Isnt that the reason why we always ask, " sure????" after the statement?

This probably summarises how I feel about shermaine after looking at her BBT covered blog =/

Whoever said 2 wrongs don't make a right? It does, to a certain extent. See, meeting of people could happen everywhere, anywhere, at anytime and at any moment. So when someone meets another, it could be due to an accident, so to speak. Let me give you an example. I met Shibin and his sis, Xue hui in China on a tour. I wasnt supposed to be there. We chose that because of a huge misunderstanding with our previous tour company, and the result was a last min desicion for our holiday destination. Conversly, Xue Hui and her family were due to go somewhere else at that point in time and it was also only due to a fault that they landed up in China. So we both gained a friend? True? Yes definately. See? 2 wrongs dont always make a wrong. The result could be even more surprising than what we expect.

In reality, I sometimes wonder why we meet certain people and we dont meet others. had I been in another school, I would have met a different set of friends, a different set of teachers and classmates. I wouldnt have met Shermaine, Michele, Averil, Mavis and all my other good buddies I'd treasure all my life. So what puts us in that position we are in currently? Why are we the person I am? Why am I not Shermaine? Why is Shermaine not me? As I've once heard, I should delete the adjectives and I'd have to facts. So to bring it down to its basics, What does it equal to? Fate? God's will? Its all a confusing matter.

Personality Test!

What's your favourite animal?

Ans: Parrot!!! :)

Write down 4 adjectives as to WHY you like that animal :

Tame , friendly, cute, pure

What is you favourite colour?

Ans: White:)

Write down 4 adjectives that describe why you like that colour:

Pure, Plain, Holy, Clean??

What's the title of the last book you read?

Diary of a wimpy kid: The last straw

List 4 adjectives that describe what you thought of that book:

Weird, humorous, childish, easy

What's the name of your favourite movie?

I dont have one =/ But I'll pick Marley and Me

Four adjectives that describe why you liked that movie?

cool, cute( the dog! ) funny, descriptive.

The adjectives you wrote down for the last BOOK you read describe HOW YOU THINK OF SCHOOL.

The adjectives you wrote down for you favourite MOVIE describe WAHT YOU'LL BE LIKE IN 30 yrs.

The adjectives you wrote down for your favourite ANIMAL describe how you think of YOUSELF.

The adjectives you wrote down for you favourite colour describe HOW OTHER PPL THINK OF YOU.

Damn the fever. Now I cant study. Just when i need it most. Oh man..

How can someone manage his/her time to give every friend an equal opportunity? Will some friends be left out? Will some friends be just...friends?
Its so weird. It appears that in every friendship, there are 4 stages, namely,
- the meeting stage
- the getting-to-know-you stage
- the on-great-talking-terms stage
- the forget-you stage
The meeting stage(Acquaintance) : Where a friend meets another. They are on polite talking terms, and speak only of general subjects.

The getting to know you stage : Where the friendship deepens and the friends get closer. They talk about things closer to their heart, ie. family, and their aspirations. This stage, the friends get to know most about each other.

The On great talking terms stage : The friends are able to communicate freely, and will say things without much thought. Their conversations are deep and reaches a point where the friends are able to talk about much more sensitive issues. This may go on for several months, or end in a heated argument which cannot be resolved.

The forget You stage : The saddest stage. Where a friend leaves behind another to go on to someone else. There is a lack of communication here and the friendship is now hanging by a thread. Only 1 party is interested in keeping touch while the other party is NIL. The NIL party may choose to move on to new friends and keep the current friend out of sight out of mind, or choose to move back to his/her old friends. New friends are silver. Old friends are gold.

This doesnt apply for all btw. Its just my perception.

YOu say you love me. But you dont. You love my hmk. And that's the saddest thing.

Dear teacher...

Dear teacher...
I know you hate me. But you don't have to treat me the way you do. I feel sorry for my friends whom you've picked on. And for the trees you must have been cutting down the produce the large amount of homework you've loaded us with recently. Should I consider myself one 'victim' of yours, I couldnt be more wrong. Why do you perceive everyone sitting in the front row to be the worst? During CE class, you appear to be a very nice person. However when it comes to Emath, You have an entirely different personality altogether. i know that you are worried for our class. But I see that as no reason to flood our class with e math papers as if emath was the only subject that we take. As youo probably already guess, our class is staggering from the weight of the very stress itself, minus the extra load of the papers. I would like you to take into consideration others' thoughts and feelings.
Many a time, what you hear may not be what really happens. Misunderstanding. Then you blame the wrong person for something that person has never done. And here's the most painful part : You blame my Emath teacher who taught us last year, Mrs Wong, for things I may have forgotten. As much as i try to remember, it is certainly unfair to blame my teacher. She was the best teacher I knew.

I hope you understand our students complains and that students, too, have a right of way. In no circumstance are you given the permission to met out punishments which are against the students will.

10 reasons why we SHOULDNT have exams:


1. It kills your self esteem if you do badly.
2. It kills trees.
3. It kills hope.
4. Everyone learns at a different pace. we, the students are spoon fed that amount of info whether or not they can swallow it or not. That's unfair.
5. Its a bad gauge. eg. The student can be sick on that day, or recently suffered a bad blow.
6. It creates sickness. eg. The students study so much to the extent that they neglect their own health. See, CCAs are put to a stop because of the exams. PROOF!
7. Students are put under a lot of pressure to the extent some may get a nervous breakdown.
8. Peer Pressure. Havent you realised that exam period is the time where friendship problems occur MOST often? Why? Because human nature states that we are GREEDY. So we push others down to gain a better head start for ourselves.
9. Teachers are stressed! From the marking after the exams AND the setting of the papers before.
10. Last but not least, Students are not learning for the sake of learning. They are learning for the sake of the exams. Which isnt a gd gauge. Please, Isnt there another way to test a student's ability and understanding?

I cant believe I just spent my entire morning selling post it pads :( We set off at around, lets see, 6? I was due to meet Michele at Toa Payoh Interchange at 7. When I came out of the MRT, (as in came right out and was walking towards the entrance to Macs from the interchange) Michele, the EVER so smart one called me to go back into the MRT. Cos that's where she said she wanted to meet. So I went back in as wasted money as a result:(

It was a REALLY long ride to Pasir Ris from TPY. When we finally arrived at CARE centre, which was holding the sale, we realised that we were just one of the many volunteers who came, I wasnt expecting THAT much. Shortly after, we found our groupings. I was in LIMA, together with Michele, Rui Sing, Caroline, Estelle and Qarissa. I hope that's how you all spell your names :/ Anyhow, they were all guiders so I would have felt really REALLY out of place (that explains why I decided against going for lunch later on) if it wasnt for Michele, who, fortunately, minus-ed one of the reallys'. We broke up into 2 teams of 3 people each, So I went with Michele and Qarissa. I know Estelle badly wanted to go with Qarissa but they were nice and sacrificed that desire till later on in the bus. :) Thanks guys.

Ok. Lets say I've met most of Singaporean culture. The gd and bad. The worse and the better. The worst and the best.
The gd: I met someone who opened the door and gave us 2 dollars after i've said something.
The bad: I met someone who said, " No not interested. "
The worse: The person said, "Dunwant dunwant "before I finished saying stuff.
The better: "Sure! w8 a moment pls! "
The worst: someone actually said, "Nobody home! "I felt like shouting back" OMG! GHOST GHOST!! "
The best : the post-its were $2 each. " Here you go! * Gives me $5* " no its ok I dont have change! ":D

It was a minimum requirement of $16 which each volunteer had to collect. We all managed it well eh:)

xsquare+y2=91equation1 lne=1 2 log22/3+log281/8-2log23/4 logsquareroot2+log5/6 a=v-uover t w=mg work done= F x V GPE = 1/2 v2 KE = mgh.

All the physics are amath are messed up :(

Had Lit Test for Raisin in the sun today. OMG>.< I think Iam going to fail, and that in itself its a frightening thought. Exams are so near. I tried the practise paper our emath teacher gave us and I forgot EVERYTHING. I DO NOT know how to do physics. there are just too many formulae. I DO NOT. AND ITS STRESSFUL.

How did I manage to get into almost every teacher's bad books?1 Its not like iam overly rebellious of sth. In fact, Iam not. I do their hmk religiously. I listen as hard as I can in class. I sound like a Guai Kia. But after all I do, I dont get anything except scolding and more scolding from teacher, directly and Indirect. 1st Its my emath teacher. Then its my english teacher. Then my SS teacher. How I wonder. Sigh...

Oh. Did I tell you I nearly fainted in class yesterday during physics? It was so weird. The feeling. Ah.. the clammy feeling of your skin curling up and your face breaking out in cold sweat, the sensation that your eyes are wide open yet you cant see anything except black spots. Iam used to it though. Happens at least once in a year. In sec 1 it was chinese class, in which it was SERIOUS. in sec 2 it was in the D and T room, which is even scarier because I was sawing something at that time. Imagine. I dont think its serious. I said, I dont THINK so. Well Iam better now,thank you for asking. Hopefully doesnt occur again.

Went to Shermaine's house today for AEP. School was dismissed at 2.10. We went to the nearby coffee shop to buy shedded chicken hor fun. While waiting, I realised that I had forgotten my AEP art block which I had left on the 4th floor , our classroom. And To think we were already out of school. I had to go all the way back in :/

When we finally reached Shermaine's house, which is a whole lot nearer than my own home, we went in and found her sister using her laptop in the study room. Ok, Iam not THAT comfortable with her sis, considering that I slapped her on the back during the AEP exhibition last year, thinking she was shermaine.

We ate lunch in the study room, meanwhile Shermaine watched her BBT shows :/ So I was there sitting quietly for an hour doing nothing xD I took out my lit book and TRIED to study, but with Shermaine screaming , "AH WEI!! WANG ZI!!! OU QUAN!!!" in the background, it was quite hard, considering te circumstances. She was panting like a little dog who has just spotted a biscuit.

When her show finally ended, we TRIED to get down to doing our AEP fashion design. While I had to finish up on my last bits of my colour scheme, Shermaine had to start from scratch because she " puts the PRO in PROCRASTINATION" :D SO when I was done, I helped her, or rather TRIED to help her with her colour schemes. I think I only made it worse :/

It was fortunate we decided to do our physics in school.

We left at nearly 5. But before that, we took photos :D Shermaine looks damn cutee:D

Had Chinese Oral today. Considered myself lucky I got a passage I actually hoped to get. The 1st passage, which was something about Archiemedes ,however you spell it.

Earlier on in the day, we had to do this english Compo , titled Power Corrupts. There was a lack of tables, so I was sitting between Tabitha and Michele. Shermaine and Michele initially saved me a seat, but it was taken by Tab. IDK why i let her D; Then we started the compo, but apparently Tab thought that quiet was too annoying, so she looked and me and said, " Your VJJ's like this" And till now I have no idea. Well only a vague one. What is it?

L8r, our Chem teacher was going throuhg our worksheet and it had the element Silicon ( Si) Then she went on to speak about transplantations... but I think it was only till the ne dwhich we realised she meant implantations :/
Ok nvr mind. YOu dont get if. If you want to ask me direct.

Oh damn. There's chinese oral tmr but I just cant get down to study the freaking thing! Iam going to die ok.

Shermaine is mean D; Her remark on the quiz I did was really, Argh, its not quite nice forthe person seeing it. Iam thinking of removing it. Should I? Cos if I dont I'll feel bad and if this spoils the friendship Shermaine is going to get a slap from me :)

Has anyone ever told you how much I hated a math?

So i've been told to relaxxxxxxxxxxxxx.. Ok, good idea. now tell me how. But tell me how, please. Because all I know is that the defination of stress means, ' too anxious and tired to be able to relax" (from Oxford's dictionary). Ok. Practise. But not everything is as encouraging as the way you are doing it. Family circumstances. Its just too bad.

Iam dead meat. Dead duck. Dead goose. Whatever. I dont understand a CRAP about what my amath teacher is talking about. Looking at the freaking, FREAKING hmk, I really feel like crying or screaming or sth. Dont go about saying its immature. Cos I cant control it or keep it in anymore. I've tried so many times to just keep in the fact that I would eventually learn it but how?? Things are going to just get more and more difficult and the weak foundation I've built would collapse leaving me in a heap of bricks. EXAMS ARE IN LESS THAN 3WEEKSI know this screaming won'd do any help. But that's the best I can do for now to keep myself from bursting...

07 hates

I just looked at Michele's blog, starting all the way from March 07.
I cant say I have had a wonderful year 07. I hated moving from Primary School to Sec sch.. and sometimes I'd dream about going back to the primary school. I really regret not visiting my P6 form teacher... She was really nice ok. I cant even catch my breath when i think about sec 1.. As far back as my memory goes, I try to forget all the unhappiness and friendship problems that occurred then.. and I try to patch up what i've lost. Sure, every year will have its unhappiness, but really, reflecting how I was so often bullied by Tessa and kelly, Iam surprised how now I can still treat her as a good friend and a friend I have seen through the times. I think what really affected me most is how some in the class require/crave a clique, and that's really bad. What's worse is how come, and why they exclude others from their so called 'clique' and leave them to die, psychologically, and then LAUGH at them? And then, their clique makes the major desicions in the class. Even talking to them is weird. I cant imagine why they enjoy putting others down for the fun of it. Their victims? Those who seem isolated. And guess who? Iam one of them.

Then came Sec 2. After a year of being together, we've bonded- slightly I guess. There will be others who agree sec 1 was a HORRIBLE year. and I cant express it more. Iam so glad I met Averil and Mavis, the true down-to-earth good friends and friends will will actually stand by your side and who can sing the song of your heart back when you've forgotten the words. I cant imagine better friends. I miss them ok.I really do.
I cant say more. I HATE sec 1. Really I do.

Let me post you a question : A woman was found dead by policemen in a dessert. She was found naked and holding a straw. A little way from her, there were a pile of clothes of all types- babies, childrens, teens and adults. Here's the question: how did the woman get there, why was she naked and why was she holding a straw?

Ps. Iam sorry i cant tell you the answer Michele D; If not I will have to pay either Shermaine or Tabitha:(

I dont understand freaking a math. Seriously panaicked during class today. :(

I dunno how on earth this happened. But Shermaine and Shib seem to be at it. Really hahaha.. Ok. Say its lame. Its Shermaine's strong intense love for BBT, and Shibin's crtical remarks. haha. And they dont even know each other. AHAHa . that makes it funny.

We went for AEP today. It was a visit to the eh, what? the something-something museum :/ i cant even rmb the name. It was really quite funny, because the museum was really dark and since it was supposed to be a museum for fashion, the only exhibit in there were clothes, clothes and more clothes. And they weren't even everyday wear- they were super extragavant. It was really gothic, which made the atmosphere kinda creepy. To make matters worse, they played this really bone-chilling fit for a funeral, and that made it even WORSE. Shermaine and I sat on the red ( Oh, of all colours) velvet chair and slacked our time away. Then we realised we had to complete the worksheet. argh. so we chiong the worksheet la. drew and drew. completed it in the end :D

Then we came back to school, and reality set in again. We still had to complete our CDL competition preparations. Okay that was really quite tiring, plus we had homework to do and all... Its really exhausting sometimes =( We're due to start on photography but it got pushed back... sigh.. anyway here are some 'good' memories of our trip there...

Dont speak of what i told you on MSN pls pls pls okok??