So Pet society now has fishing. SERiously. I think pet society is addictive. But then... Since it is, iam sucked in. I have an SS test tomorrow and Michele isnt coming so sher and I will have to go for break by ourselves D; Get well soon michy:)

Would I say that'll be the freakiest thing I've ever done. I felt as if I was renacting a scene from the Travelling Palette. Sher, Elizabeth, Ping En and I were all following one teacher. I kept saying, "will you ever believe this is happening?" and Shermaine was like, " no..." (as usual)

FOund out later we were to be tourguides for the art exhibition near the old supreme courts. The art exhibition consisted of art works from AEP schools all over, be it JC, secondary schools,etc. And to think we were to introduce artworks not created by us.

TO cut a long story short, it was boring. BORING, but freaky at first before the novelty of introducing people to the same artwork and sounding like some recorder wore off. WAnted to camp whore but had little time to do so=/ So no photos yea. Sad sad..

This is embarassing.

Screw Pet society... Everything I see now is like ,magnified by a hundred. Facebook photos are now so big, I still wonder who on earth Iam staring at when I click on a photo. =/ Even blogger. Omg. I cant type anything and my font size is easily a size 20. 20!! Click click, the words are huge.Leary.. HEavy.. omg...

Speaking blogger, I just remembered I had something really embarassing to blog about. Shhhh. Iam trying to be brave and blog about it all the same okay. So dont laugh. Please dont.
Here it is..
HAd my PFT on friday during PE. I have no idea what happened, but like, all of a sudden, I've lost my ability to do inclined pull ups anymore :( When I think about it, sec 1 I hit, 20. SO when the PE teacher called me up, I didnt quite have second thoughts about this metal bar strung above my head.

When I was lying under the bar waiting for him( PE teacher) to start the timing, I got cold feet. Yes I know it isnt a good time. But i did, and when I think about it now, I still do. I heard," Chin up, butts up, GO! " Then the timing started. I did 1, it was painful. I did 2, it was agonising. I did 3, it was excruciating. I gasped and did the 4th one. I couldnt believe it. 20! and now? 4. Panicking, I tried, TRIED to lift myself up agian but COULDNT. I heard him say, "cannot then cannot, don't waste my time trying." That was the straw that broke the camel's back. I defeated. I dropped. Then I jumped up and saw the fate I finally was in- my gold for PFT had flown out of the window. It didnt take very long for tears to cloud my eyes. And in a short 5 seconds after I'd gotten up, I broke into full blown crying. OMG. Embarassing. All I remember was My teacher looking at me, ( though I couldnt really see) and Francesca, bless her, trying to hug me. I normally wouldnt take to that. But somehow I let her. And thanks Fran. Very much so ;) Then My PE teacher said smth that make my regret the tears immediately, " Typically girls school......." .. -.-

I dont know why I started crying. SOme said that I set my goals too high. But I've got a reputation to keep you know. And falling down like that, deafeated, isnt my idea of keeping my rep as an ' Army girl' . I dont like that nick. But it beats others that they gave me. And I lost my very last shred of dignity by CRYING. CRYING. I cant believe it. I still cant. Its a mixture of factors really, I think I was just too disappointed with myself, (maybe i DID set my expectations too high) and the fact that my friends could do more, and I had to be so weak. To cut a long story short, everyone treated my like I was some delicatewind mobile, and my teacher let me have extra chances. No I hate sucking up to teachers. Trust me. I didnt ask for it. And yes, I still managed to hit 11 inclined so all well that ends well I guess ;)

AEP tomorrow. I. Am. Not. Enjoying. It. At. All. I cant do all my A math. HOW?! SOmeone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Confessions of a 9 year old:
Why is it like that , Mommy, I dont understand?
The way life is so short?
The way you bought me my 1st baton
when I wanted to twirl with the high school band?
Why are you so pale, mommy?
The way ur eyes don't shine?
The way you used to tell me,
is that all lost, with time?
Mommy can you explain to me
The workings of our lives?
Like how on earth does it start
And end with a certain rhyme?
Mommy will you tell me, why friends are the way they are?
Why they sometimes leeave behind the very ones we treasure?
I want to know the answer Mommy, please before its late.
I want to know everyhint Mommy, will you not tell me its too late?
YOu say that friends are everything, but
let me lead you by the hand
and take you through the streets
I will show you something
To make you change your mind.
Mommy why are you so pale?
Why are you not answering?
Where have you gone,Mommy ? Please tell me?
Mommy?! MOMMYYY!!!

Iam too lazy to post on the CIP I went for on Sunday. I supposed pictures will have to do.

This was the tower at Borders. I've never been there. Believe it or not. the archietectural design is unique.

This wasnt from yesterday's CIP outing. Just that I felt like posting it. Taken outside my orthodontist's office. The jellies look good.. :)

Oops. Mistake. Wasnt supposed to post this. I think I was drawing the graph for physics. =/

say CHEESE :D

BLESSED BIRTHDAY B CUP BAO YI!! :D My only other Epismile buddy and hardworking soul... hahah;D ENJOY UR DAY today :D PFT we must jiayou together.. our bithday past already.. so sad right? Cannot enjoy the privilege of being 14..hahaha:D Love you:D

Look what I had to do to the Gardenia Bun=/ HAD to cut it up cos I STILL ( OMG!! ) cannot bite! ARGH!

Call me a worrier, but I really am. See. I fainted in school AGAIN for like, the 2nd time this year! And though the 1st time was THAT bad, this time was. I have no idea too, so dont ask me why I did. Iam just afraid that this might be a symptom to more serious problems. Okay so my A math teacher was trying to get me up because I wasnt responding to any of her questions. I only remember her asking me, " Julyn answer me?! " And I couldnt because I only hear sounds but cannot speak. Then the next minute I can see her talking to me and I couldnt reply. I had no idea that I was grabbing shermaine's hand so hard. Iam sorry if the nail marks are still there. But you know.. I dunno la.. Iam just hoping that this isnt going to get worse. My dad still made me run after that. You know the symptoms as well as i did. The cold sweat. The black out. And the last place I hope for smth like this to happen is in the DENTIST office. OMG. I'll die if it happens there. smth I have no control over. sigh. Iam sorry If I gave you guys a fright in the classroom today okay. I honestly had no idea... oh have I said that before?

I've learnt a new word. Its called Dentophobia. There's actually such a thing and its an extreme fear of dentists. I used to be extremely frightened-and still am. So you know how much it frightens me to have to visit the dentist every month from now on, or as my orthodontist says its, " married to her for 2 years" . It helps that she isnt so scary. Maybe I'll change my perception of dentists from now. Still rmb in sec 1 when I evaded the dentist the whole year. Haiz. Back then when I was only 140 cm and had the top of the whiteboard unexplored. I wont say that my sch dentist is the best however. She's rough. But then again, what can you get form something that's free?

Iam sorry to keep complaining but it hurts. It really does. Where i once could eat my food with ease and even beat shermaine and michele, I cant now. I eat even slower than mich. And Iam actually horrified. Haha well mich for these 2 years you're going to beat me. But I will try to buck up my eating pace okay. I will really try. I keep on researching for articles that wil try to lessen the pain when I eat but all I get is, " chew sugarless gum" And I dont HAVE sugarless gum. My next appointment is like, next month. If I have to live with it for so long I'll cry.

I may hate pain. I may hate the tightness.
But let me tell you this- I do not like the feeling of braces. It is tight. It is heavy. And It makes you look like a duck. NO NO NO. My orthodontist is great! Dont get wrong ideas. Its just the feeling of tightness I cant stand. And never will. Now Iam praying that my teeth don't stick out again or I will really,m honestly have to pluck out.. =/

Its pathetic I tell you. Its a dying thing. We're the very last to remain in here. I have no idea why. And as for myself, I made a really dumb choice in Sec 1, choosing something that was going to impact my life so greatly. Yea sure, sure. You all have great fun. The photos, I remember them. The loneliness that I felt when I was left behind. Yet you brush them off, like dust. And when I quit, you asked me why. I looked at you when you asked me that. Surely, SURELY, shouldnt you be asking yourself for that answer? Look back. Look around. I dont think poorly of you. But I do think poorly of your attitude towards others. I was also selected you know. I delayed it, and paid the consequences-dearly. Then I left. What did you do? I don't know. But sometimes I'd rather not know.
You want to know the reason why? I'll tell you. I hated the way I was treated, I hated the way I was left out. And you know what? You never even saw me after I've changed. You thought I'd remain the way I was. And Iam not. You cant see beyond your boundaries, can you? If you did, you'd see. And I'd be sure, you wont think the same way anymore. There was someone in there however, whom I'd greatly like to thank. Strong willed enough to go against the flow- that's why she's a leader, and you're not.
Anyway. I've said enough. Its up to you to think about it. Iam not going ahead with what Iam saying because its useless. You cant see, you dont want to see. And for that matter, I dont want to say, I cant say. And that, my friends, is what I call stereotype.

Iam really tired. AEP is starting to take a bad turn. What with two completely new, and freaky teachers, I have no idea how to express my ideas to them-at all. I want my old teacher back. In any case, I cant relateto them as I did before. She's got THAT strong an accent it takes me 5 secs to make any sense of what she's saying. Its no longer fooling around- its serious. And its a no-turn-back route for all of us stuck in this same ditch.
Iam finally getting braces on Monday. Cant wait. Hopefully it isnt as bad as the blue rubber bands in my mouth. If they're worse I'll totally faint. And I will have to wait it out for another 2 years max. Know that Iam always adverse of visiting the dentist and know how much this pains me. Urgh. Anyway. Before I start talking rubbish again, I'd better say goodnight. Sweet dreams everyone.
PS. I think OCS is more strict and busier than army. Not from my own experience though.

HAHa read this this is what happens when there's miscommunication and the inability to type chinese words =/Take note of the bang.


X - JuuuuLyn♥ - X 　　　　　　　 says:
*just research la
*on the 4 climated
*i scared i cannot print =/
*my dad printer ink ran out damn damn

♥` shermaine says:
*hahahaa

　X - JuuuuLyn♥ - X 　　　　　　　 says:
*ke yi bang wo ma
*.-.
*i promise i'll keep this to minimal
*fbfb

♥` shermaine says:
*BANG!!!!
*ohh
*i read ke yi bang wo ma
*haha okkkk :D
　　　　　
　X - JuuuuLyn♥ - X 　　　　　　　 says:
*AHAHAHAHA
*u damn funny
*bang become BANG!
♥` shermaine says:
*yahh
*ahahahhaah
　　　　　
　X - JuuuuLyn♥ - X 　　　　　　　 says:
*i am going to copy and past to my blog
*hahahahha
*h1h2h3h4h5

Went to the dentist at Epismile yesterday to get my braces done. The dentist there is so freaking nice okay. No offence, its much better than the one I have in school. She's damn rough. Since young I've always thought of dentists as tyrants. And I've held that view as far back as my memory goes. Maybe no longer though. My appointment was 3.15. Just as I was walking to the dentist clinic, I suddenly got cold feet. Dont ask me why. I have no idea. And in the spirit of cold feet-ness, I messaged shermaine, saying, " omg shermaine Iam damn sacred now." And in my fright I misspelled the word 'scared' for 'sacred' . As it turned out, the X ray showed I needed no extraction! Would you believe that! After weeks of brainwashing me with the pain of extraction, I don't have to undergo the pain at all! Bless the Lord:D Well at least, I may have a chance of pulling it off, but I guess if my teeth goes out of hand I'll still have to pull but am proceeding without braces for now:) She inserted some bright blue rubber bands in my mouth. And well, at least they felt like rubber bands when I was there. They dont even feel like rubber bands anymore. They've hardened to resemble that of plastic. No joke. Plastic in my mouth. Urgh. I cant bite or chew or eat anything properly now. Food that I used to love, ( ie. Cheese hotdog) has now lost its flavour. :( I cant tast very much with my front teeth, can i? And I cant find another space in my mouth which I can bite on without so much as a gasp. Alright. That's the bad news. And its hampering my speech too. I sound like I have a perpetual bubblegum in my mouth. shermaine was trying to imitate me today which was so not funny. It was so exaggerated. =/ Anyway. I hope it'll pass soon-ish. I do want to eat properly again. Eating is such a chore now...

Thanks for all the birthday messages on fb, sms and on my tagboard! Love you! :D

Tomorrow's my b day! Went out celebrating with Sher and Mich yesterday. AFter school, we went to the shop just behind the school and tried to find pasta and sauce. Well of course we didnt. The shop didnt stock any.
SO we went up to shermaine's house to put down our things as we were all carrying rather bulky items. I prepared before hand and brought clothes :) We changed into them ( shermaine wearing some little miss giggles shirt, michele had one with a cute cartoon and I wore one I got from giordano. )
Adjourned to NTUC after that. Along the way, we met some friends. And we were awkward. So I ran for it. So did Sher and Mich. Mich and Sher both ( bless them:) ) gave me a cardigan , slippers(which were incidently a size too big) and a pair of black shorts( which I think is too short but I love it all the same). I was wearing the shorts and slippers and they were making a rather loud sound with it slapping against the pavement but that's another story.
At NTUC, we bought hotdogs, pasta, sauce. Then Michele convinced us to buy ice cream, which we finished the ENTIRE THING in like, 4 hours! I feel so pig-like. =/
Then we WIIed. Played Rayman Raving Rapids on WII. I learnt that I totally suck at WII and my only reward is the muscle ache which is impinging on my abilty to type right now. WIIed till about 6.53, then I had to leave.
Iam tired but happy. I've never got such a thing in sec 1 and 2. Thanks Sher and Mich for making it one of the most memorable birthdays:D Love you:) and I'll make sure you have an equally good birthday in Sept and Oct respectively! :D

So its July. 3 more days to my b day:D And since its july, we had to run 10 rounds for the practise PFT. Then took height and weight. I still cant believe it! I've grown! :D By.. Idk. But Iam 159 now:D Must hit 160 before next year if not cannot grow anymore!