Would u call me messy? annoying? weird? wadever....

When u don fit in, u become superhuman. You can feel everybody's eyes on you. stuck like velcro. u can hear a whisper from about a mile away.u can disappear, even when it looks like you're standing rite there. u can scream, and nobody hears a sound.

Isnt it true?

Guess who's with me here? Averil's here. hahahahahaha....

Life is a little complicated rite now. :(

the lovable fly and others

Lets talk about names. My name is (uh) JuLyn. My friends have names like, Averil, Mavis and Divya. Why does it seem as if my name seriously sucks?! i mean, ok, Averil reminds me of a steadfast person who can stand up for her own rights. Mavis reminds me of a sweet girl and a wonderful mum:P. Divya, well, simply reminds me of diva. And my name? Jelly. or maybe julian.or maybe its just a name for people to make fun of. I think of myself as the quiet and weird person who sometimes say the wrong things at the wrong time. By now, u must be thinking ,"but its only a name!" Yes, i know its only a name for crying out loud! but yes, sometimes we act like little hobos and run around the place... Some one give me an english name,somebody, come on!

There's a fly in my room. it wouldnt leave. i did every thing i could to get rid of it. I opened the window. I opened the door. I told it in a sad voice that i was seeing another fly. And as a last, final resort, I shouted at it telling it that the fly i was seeing was much nicer than it. It didnt work. I think others would have thought i was nuts.. I mean, talking to a FLY?!

Best part of my story, there was one horribly glorious time when i suddenly couldnt remember my senior's name. I had to check the year book, believe me, i did. And i couldnt remember what class she was in. sigh.. I cant remember my senior's name. Oops, have i already told that? Well, now u see evidence...

ETC..

Hi. i just read from a book that this girl, sued her parents for the rights to herself, because her parents had her only to save their leukemia-stricken elder daughter. And the best part about all of it is that the parents are living in the same house as their daughter-the one who sued them. Can you imagine? I mean, its not all about just plain suing ( how do u spell that?) but also about respect. Would u go around doing the very same thing that she has done? I think.... not.. Iam not actually done with the book yet. Rushing to finish it because I want to start on the other books, by the same author.

i just so happened to watch part of a show about someone called Ellen or something.The show's quite funny, and I deduce it is pretty popular from what i found out- its screened 3 times a day. Anyone knows what its about? ( not u Mavis, i know u only watch Korean dramas *haha. :) K anyway but it was interviewing some celebraties, or maybe so, cos i don recognise some like- a 5 year old child swinging a hula-hoop? Never heard....Funny... HAHAHAHA

K.. oh ya, I quit schoolteam for tramp. Apart from me feeling a bit out of place( due to the people being better than i am), I think things are going to be a bit more.. light from now on, not forgetting the fact that i just lost my opportunity to be in the competition. Its still weired though, takes a bit more getting used to.

I want to colour my life:D