07 hates

I just looked at Michele's blog, starting all the way from March 07.
I cant say I have had a wonderful year 07. I hated moving from Primary School to Sec sch.. and sometimes I'd dream about going back to the primary school. I really regret not visiting my P6 form teacher... She was really nice ok. I cant even catch my breath when i think about sec 1.. As far back as my memory goes, I try to forget all the unhappiness and friendship problems that occurred then.. and I try to patch up what i've lost. Sure, every year will have its unhappiness, but really, reflecting how I was so often bullied by Tessa and kelly, Iam surprised how now I can still treat her as a good friend and a friend I have seen through the times. I think what really affected me most is how some in the class require/crave a clique, and that's really bad. What's worse is how come, and why they exclude others from their so called 'clique' and leave them to die, psychologically, and then LAUGH at them? And then, their clique makes the major desicions in the class. Even talking to them is weird. I cant imagine why they enjoy putting others down for the fun of it. Their victims? Those who seem isolated. And guess who? Iam one of them.

Then came Sec 2. After a year of being together, we've bonded- slightly I guess. There will be others who agree sec 1 was a HORRIBLE year. and I cant express it more. Iam so glad I met Averil and Mavis, the true down-to-earth good friends and friends will will actually stand by your side and who can sing the song of your heart back when you've forgotten the words. I cant imagine better friends. I miss them ok.I really do.
I cant say more. I HATE sec 1. Really I do.