Forgive me for my deadpan mood right now. I'm entirely exhausted but also supremely happy for a day well spent- outside studies, that is.
I vaguely recall chiding myself for being so excited about a simple event but well, I guess all that excitement was worth it. I guess afterall, excitement is something you can't really suppress, because it's the same happy, excited sensation that keeps my drive, my sanity and ultimately, my happiness. The excitement of spending time with a rare jewel is something that has yet to be diminished, nor do I ever have the intention of diminishing it.
Yet despite this excitement that builds up every now and again, it's not something that has to be kindled everyday. Well yes granted that some days I go about in a happy, blissful fashion, motivated as a result to complete my work instead of feeling down creates an almost utopian environment where, to be honest, I haven't been so happy in such a long period of time. What made me even happier would then be the fact that this happiness isn't the simple form of happiness. It extends way deeper than that, complex ,but contrary to what one would believe, this complex form of happiness is pure.
What else is pure? The simplest form of love. It's one of the happiest things I know as well.
And with so much, it's a wonder we ever become unhappy. And if I'm happier these days, well, times spent like today are always the happiest.
I vaguely recall chiding myself for being so excited about a simple event but well, I guess all that excitement was worth it. I guess afterall, excitement is something you can't really suppress, because it's the same happy, excited sensation that keeps my drive, my sanity and ultimately, my happiness. The excitement of spending time with a rare jewel is something that has yet to be diminished, nor do I ever have the intention of diminishing it.
Yet despite this excitement that builds up every now and again, it's not something that has to be kindled everyday. Well yes granted that some days I go about in a happy, blissful fashion, motivated as a result to complete my work instead of feeling down creates an almost utopian environment where, to be honest, I haven't been so happy in such a long period of time. What made me even happier would then be the fact that this happiness isn't the simple form of happiness. It extends way deeper than that, complex ,but contrary to what one would believe, this complex form of happiness is pure.
What else is pure? The simplest form of love. It's one of the happiest things I know as well.
And with so much, it's a wonder we ever become unhappy. And if I'm happier these days, well, times spent like today are always the happiest.
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