I need to be stronger. Seriously.  Coming 18 years of your screaming, and I still snapped last night, worse still, while on the phone because of some stupid reason. Well at least my friend saw the truth there. No hiding and pretending for that moment.

Please. You can confiscate my laptop if you want, but not my phone. It's the only thing left that's keeping me sane, and if it really boils down to you eventually confiscating my laptop, at least let me keep my phone. It's the only cause for a smile these days. Not so much the phone, but rather, the emotions, words and thoughts that the phone can convey. That's what's keeping me sane. That's what's keeping me happy.

Although as far as I know, you won't do something like that. Not that drastic. Because well, thanks for understanding.