I should stop being overly sensitive.
I should stop being so randomly excited over little things ( like next Tuesday and no, it's definitely not because my closest friends are leaving Singapore).
Sometimes I think I get those random childish/childlike moments where you get so excited and happy thinking about something that's going to happen, then after a while of this excitement, you just stop and go, why in the world am I so happy about that? It's not as if something significant is going to happen ( well, significant is a subjective term, isn't it) or as if something is going to change. It's none of that. And after the day is over, all the happiness and pent up excitement just manifests in a sudden collapse of your mood. Like a deflated balloon. Because you won't know when you're going to be this happy again.
Sometimes I wonder why these little things make me so excited or happy. Perhaps because it's an opportunity to finally be at peace with the world for a bit. Or because my life comprises too much of academics that a release, of any sort, is immensely welcome.
Yep, I should stop being so randomly excited about things like that. I can't help it, but I'll try.
Another 3 more months to ensure I make the fullest out of everything I have right now. Then once the 3 months end, it's time to face challenges ( not alone, thankfully ) and come out as a stronger person.
I should stop being so randomly excited over little things ( like next Tuesday and no, it's definitely not because my closest friends are leaving Singapore).
Sometimes I think I get those random childish/childlike moments where you get so excited and happy thinking about something that's going to happen, then after a while of this excitement, you just stop and go, why in the world am I so happy about that? It's not as if something significant is going to happen ( well, significant is a subjective term, isn't it) or as if something is going to change. It's none of that. And after the day is over, all the happiness and pent up excitement just manifests in a sudden collapse of your mood. Like a deflated balloon. Because you won't know when you're going to be this happy again.
Sometimes I wonder why these little things make me so excited or happy. Perhaps because it's an opportunity to finally be at peace with the world for a bit. Or because my life comprises too much of academics that a release, of any sort, is immensely welcome.
Yep, I should stop being so randomly excited about things like that. I can't help it, but I'll try.
Another 3 more months to ensure I make the fullest out of everything I have right now. Then once the 3 months end, it's time to face challenges ( not alone, thankfully ) and come out as a stronger person.
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