This entire situation is messed up. Utterly messed up. I'm frustrated that I don't, and possibly can't, say the words I truly feel without having to sugar coat them to ensure that hurt remains minimal. 

I want to scream in your face for doing this, I want to tell you that what you did was wrong as well. But I can't do that because it's just far too brutal. Even if I were to say it with the right intentions. 

I can't do anything. Yes, I'm hapless about this whole situation. But because this is what others have done to me, this is what I'll do for you too. Be your support and help you when you need it. 

Stop trying to do anything more, Ju. It's not going to work. For once, try to be look at things superficially. If otherwise, it's gonna affect you. Badly.