Saturday, April 21, 2012

Cest la vie.

Today's been one hell of an exhausting day. And I don't even mean just physically, emotionally too.

I want to know that my efforts hadn't gone to waste. I want to know that they'll be friends again. I want to know that they'll be strong and mature enough to move on.

I don't see that happening now. But then again, all hell broke lose only today, so... i've yet to see the aftermath of the events.

Truthfully speaking, I don't want to have to throw up my hands in despair and just sit at the side, defeated and unable to help them. I've tried. And despite all that they're doing, I'm still willing to want to try and help them. Even if its just a little bit. Because they're my friends, after all. And the least I could do, is to try.

And despite the supposedly bleak situation, I still see some light, within which a hope that both of them will still be friends. Close friends even.

But right now, I need to get back to my work. Lit essay still uncompleted, and my geog ca's still waitng for me to actually write something down other than my name.

It's been a hellish week, a hellish day, and I still have a hellish amount of work uncompleted.

God save me. 

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