I'm frustrated. And I know I have no right to be feeling this way because I just broke up but this isn't the first time and this has been a situation for the past 2 years.

I don't know what's this idea you've got whereby you think you're not good enough for anyone. I've been telling you, time and again that you're not as bad as you think you are but somehow or other, you just refuse to accept that fact. I'm not even telling you to rush out and go get a girl- I know you very well, dear friend, and I know you're a person of strong morals and won't do such a thing. I'm just saying that you've got to be open about the idea of getting into a relationship and to accept it when it comes- not pushing everyone away just because you think that person can get someone better. What if the best option for the person was you?

Look la k. Honestly, I wouldn't be bothered if it wasn't for the fact that I care for you. And I too, will be having a hell of a time keeping my agenda out of this but if one day you do actually believe in yourself and get a girl, I'll be happy for you because I know that you'd have made a right choice- even if that meant... But at the end of the day, it's what's good for you right?

Sigh. I don't know. If you're confused, I'm even more confused than you are.