You know what its like to be subdued? To have the feeling that you've been diluted with water although your surroundings are in contrast to that. Like the world has been tinted a dull shade of grey through your eyes. The feeling of being submerged in a glass of water, and peering through the glass to see the merry making outside. All while you're stuck in the water, surrounded. The world outside is colourful, but your world, your life, you're in is drawn by the very boundaries of the glass prison. Its an empty glass prison, filled with nothing but water. If only you had a stone. Then you could break away from these boundaries, the feeling of being born again, free.

That's how Iam feeling right now.