plea

I dont know what you want me to say. Because Iam really afraid of what I say might annoy you. I find you scary only a little okay. Iam lost for words. I've learnt that by now, sorry cant solve everything. But i'll try. I'll make this one last ditch effort to save this friendship already beaten on the rocks. Iam sorry. I didnt mean to. i didnt mean to to sound like a sadistic senior. I was, and am, appealing to you. I know you cant. But I wish its possible. Please treat me the same. Please. I beg you.
You know what? Iam more naive than I think. What Shibin said is right. Iam more immature than I think. I dont know what to say at the right time. I dont know what will offend someone. All I know is that everyone has different reactions. And that you are one reaction that I never thought possible. And for that, Iam confused. Now I wish I hadnt told you what I did. I didnt mean to offend you. I really did not. I thought you'd say " Iam not scary" and just laugh. Now I know its not possible. I dont know what to use to mend this hole- or if it can even be mended. Please. If my tone sounded awful, I didnt mean to. Really.