Missing the past

You know how they like to say that we should always look into the future and that the past is gone. That we should not look into our past and wish we could turn back time. Somehow, I wish it were true. Because despite all the things I know about how we should look at the future prospect, Iam missing the past-badly. No. Not THAT far back in time. I miss the time when our relationship wasnt so rocky, wasnt so cold. And what's worse about missing the past is that we cant go back to it, its not possible to go back in time. That makes it hurt more. Then I say that I wish I could turn back the clock and treasure those moments more. But its too late.