I've never felt so lost or dejected in my life. Its not the worst, surprisingly. I've probably been through worse times. But to realise that you've lost touch with what you are supposed to be doing- Its a really frightening thought. Iam not slipping into depression, I know that. Iam just worried that i crack although I don't know why. My work load isnt THAT heavy. I think its my results. IDK la. Iam messed up.



I think I guessed right, for once. It seems like you cant keep in touch with someone whom you've met only once. Like they say, It takes 2 hands to clap. If the other hand isnt willing, no sound is produced. How often do we fall into this sort of situation? Its not about who's right and who's wrong here. I think we all admit that we all treat different friends differently and that also goes for their responses, and the way they treat you, as a person. Is it because of Personality, character, money, looks, or , a more sinister, ulterior motive? We dont know. Only time will tell.



Do we all rank our friends? Do we place certain friends above others? Is it possible to tell? Let me give you an eg. Say you receive 2 SMS messages. One is from your best friend, another is from someone you dont really like. Who do we tend to reply to 1st, or even reply at all?

When we befriend someone, we hope to remain in contact with that friend for as long as it takes for the other person to clap back. No one starts a friendship hoping it would end. But when it does, who do we blame? Ourselves, or your friend?
I've heard that they describe ex-friends as friends that are dead and gone. Are we also psychologically hurt? The emotional pain of a breakup in friendship? Through all these we can learn how to be stronger despite all our problems, we can learn h0w to set aside equal time for all our friends. And we can learn to shut out those problems in our minds and leave them where they belong- for the dead.