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Why do I feel that Iam being stretched to my maximum? Like the air around has intensified so much that I can breathe in the warm air and it appears that Iam not breathing in anything at all? I cant break into the 'signature' laugh that Michele once commented on me, its like i've lost my voice to speak and my only voice is to cry. But its weak. I know it is. Because the last thing you want to do is to keep in a cry. When you do, you get bloated. And when you get bloated, you want to cry. Its a vicious cycle. Am I just being paranoid? Am I really that afraid of losing someone? Maybe i am. Maybe Iam just paranoid.