Aish. Tell me, what do I do? Iam drawn in by his 'gifts', and i want to break away, break far far away, but how on earth did I manage to get myself into this mess? I dont like to message strange people I meet online. I dont want to meet in them in person, I do not. I dont wanna give them my email, I want our relationship to stay in the game and nothing else! Why cant it be this way?
I shouldnt have said yes, I should not. Iam scared.

~this post sounds as if I just... dont worry k, iam still a virgin. Its something else.