You know you always tell me that you treat me as a friend. And that you always 'comfort' me by telling me how your life's so packed. Sometimes I ask you if Iam disturbing you. You say no. But after much thought, I believe that I have my reasons for thinking the way I do.

a) I talk, you don't reply. Ok. I admit i think iam a bit paranoid here, but why do I get the impression that its just me?? Ok:) You've a very packed schedule. I understand and dont demand attention. From exp I've learnt to trust my gut feeling.

b) May I ask you a qns? Were you very popular in school? And if you were, do you only hang out with the popular kids? You have so many friends - so many it becomes a hassle keeping in touch with them all.

c ) Do I appear as the pathetic, weak person you see me as? I may not be popular yes. But I DO have a good character also. So dont think that Iam so lowly yea. And to think that you think iam a baby, its so sad.

Don't think that you're the person I think and feel about here. I want to put it into words better than the way i've expressed myself here. But Iam afraid that if I reveal too much, you'll use it against me. And I would have shot myself in the foot. Besides, you might get an idea ofwho iam referring to.
I've learnt that one the getting to know you stage is over, time becomes the ultimate test for a friendship.