You get that feeling when life's about to change, isnt it? Whether its for the better or the worse, life's the same - unfair. Not just to me. To everyone. At some point in life everyone feels as if their life couldnt become any worse, and just when you think that way it does, somehow not humanely possible. Well, ur not alone. I feel this way too, all too often. Its the high expectations people set for you? Haha. Goals. They're meant to be set by yourself, not others.

With that comes anger and a lot of misconceptions about yourself. It seems that these days, my temper keeps rising and I get really annoyed over the simplest of matters. I love the way I was, I hate the way I am now. I dont even understand myself when I get upset. its just not my normal behaviour. The worst part? taking it out on people I love most in my life. I know its wrong. But then again, if it is,what isnt?

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around.

Cest la vie. Deal with it. With life. And its challenges of being an adolescent.