Its so strange. After like, what, 3 years in being in a CCA where hardly anyone cared about my psychological wellbeing, CCA has made a 180 degree turn. And yet, its hardly been 4 weeks since I 1st joined, but the people in there are so welcoming of a new member, so warm, so friendly. Sometimes, I wonder why I didnt join this CCA earlier. No , let me get this straight- I don't hate my previous CCA. Its just that sometimes, I feel( this is purely my personal opinion) that it'll do everyone good if they simply opened up a bit more and be more welcoming of new members.
But this has indeed left me with a learning experience.
I've learnt, for one thing, that sometime life can be cruel. But no matter how cruel life gets, there is always that 50% chance that someone out there will be some I can clique with, someone out there whom I love.
I'd say this, she's sweet and gentle, with a big heart and a cheerful desposition. Much as I would like to say thank you for all that she's done for me and with me thus far, there are, and will always be, certain things that can never be expressed in words. Gratitude, for an instance. And there are many many more like her I have yet to thank, just that she's the one who has made the greatest impact on me all this time. And I'll admit, I dread the day I have to step down from CCA.
Thanks Melina, I love you <3, my dearest Unnie <3
I know iam not that close to you all. But I want to be. Cant you see?
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