whose's angry little girl are you?! >:(

(不知为什么，我会回想着那一天的所发生的事。
我一定要知道我还是幸福的。
我不应该怀在不愉快，痛苦的探索中。
我也知道这是很难达到的事。)

Oh yes, I know it, and I know it all too well- Its time to move on. Move on, putting your past behind you, in search of the future. I should make it a point to recollect fond memories in times of great distress. I know it, I know it! Yet why, why am I still wallowing in self pity, unable to tear myself away from what has happened?
Another thing. Thanks, all those people, who tell me that I should have done this and done that at that point in time. Damn, they think its easy, don't they? Sure, for you to sit in air conditioned comfort and just spout nonsence sure is easy. Everything is easy! Everything is sad! Lets all mourn the loss of a potential, albeit averted, disaster!
I KNOW IT!! I know what I should have DONE, but you really think you can dictate to me what I SHOULD BE DOING?!!! ALL THOSE WHOSE'S MOUTHS ARE BIGGER THAN THEIR BRAINS, STOP IT!
And also, stop trying to find out what happened to me. I'll say it now, defiantly. Our relationship ISNT AS CLOSE as you think it is. So stop acting as if it is!
气死人的态度。