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I am very unsettled. I am super afraid. I am also extremely scared. Why must this happen?! Of all people, me? Much as I try to erase that image from my mind, I still can picture it, as vivid and clear as it was during that time itself. And when I try to cut it out, the image of a knife slices into my mind, bouncing and rolling forward like a bowling ball, so that it crashes into the front my my mind.

Please God, help me.