Now that job attachment's over, yes, I still miss my buddy!!! D': Kept crying last night cos all of a sudden I was hit by this desire to see my buddy Hui loon and her friend Jolin again. IDK why. I just gotta control myself better. Something better not be wrong with me.

I have to get down to doing my work. Sure I completed a lot during the attachment itself, but there's still THAT much to learn, to revise. And hell, my CIP hours arent even enough also, determined to do some this hols >:)

AEP is some crap also now. The teacher gave us so much do one my sketchbook cant even fit everything in. I had to screw up the order (she wont be happy about that) of the drawings, and its STILL NOT ENOUGH. WTH. Pissed away...
I have to run tonight. Iam SO HAPPY! (not) Been screaming everything I need into my pillow. Why is it only my pillow that sees my silent tears? I dunno how many buckets of tears I have to invest before I stop worrying about stuff, my O's esp next year.