End of year woes

So there we go. The end of the very last day of our school year in 2/4 08.It makes me cry just writing about this. WHY? I can't get rid of that heart-wrenching feeling that engulfes me very time I think of what the future may be, what obstacles lie ahead, what challenges we might face. I tried, I REALLY tried to stem the tears which I remember Averil and I just mentioning about the day before, " do you think anyone would cry on the last day, tomorrow?" SIGH. I swore I wouldn't, I shoudn't , I can't cry, but yet I did. I made a list of people I would really miss. NO THEY ARE NOT ALL. But Iam just listng those I've bonded with. Here it is: (in no specific order)

1. Averil( the steadfast, understanding,great councellor,strong-willed:) )
2.Mavis( the sweet, funny, happy,I'll-never-insult-anyone person:) )
3.Shermaine( lollipop-lover,funny, happy-always:) )
4.Estelle( funny, easy-going:) )
5.Chloe(My best neopets buddy! :) )
6.Phyllis(Optimistic, great source of comfort:) )
7.Crystal(Clear as her name suggests, nice, easy-going:) )
8.Stephenie(sweet, understanding:) )

Pls note that I mean well when I write this and don't give me a black eye.

What i remember most about these people:

1.Averil: band, Clarinet, comforter
2.Mavis: haha, Chinese pro, dog-lover
3.Shermaine: AEP, lollipop,guides
4.Estelle: Guides
5.Chloe: Neopets, bowling
6.Phyllis: My p6 friend
7.Crystal: Badminton
8.Stephenie: Red Cross, blog-pro

I can't forget these people. They have played a big role in my life. Not to mention those who annoy me. But Its ok. I forgived you long ago. I remember a song ( sung by Avril Lavigne, My happy ending)

Lets talk this over
its not like we're dead
was it something I did
was it something you said
don't leave me hanging
in a city so dead
held up sp high
on such a breakable thread
you were all I ever thought I knew
and I thought we could be.......