THe dog!:)

Hey. Iam in school now and blogging. HAHAHA:) ok nevermind. better hurry before someone comes;P Here's a picture of my favourite dog:)

A shiba Inu. HAHAHA:)

Iam overly( how ever u spell it) happy. TOo hyper. drank too much milo:D

THanks to www.sxc.hu/photo/738637 whom i found the picture from.

life sucks sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some people think they are so good when they aren't. They like provoking people when they aren't listening. Its called being kinda cowardly, isn't it? I mean, what's the use of talking to someone when they don't even listen. Sometimes, everyone sees me as the subdued person on the outside. They don't even know what to look out for in a person. ( wipes away angry tears). Its quite annoying when others say," oh all teenagers act like that! ANGRY, MAD AND WEIRD . Just leave them."

As far as i've said, I know only people like us know what Iam talking about. Keep it that way. They say we're immature. Lets show them they are immature too ok?!

;)

Look at the godly hour. Holidays again. Changed my skin again. its called boredom stes in. haha. Ok, my CA results improved from the other time. HAHAHA ok Iam nuts. Lets see if there's still room for improvement. :)

I realise that with our presence in the world, there are some things we cannot change. Some things which we don't want to happen but are beyond our control. Why arewe focusing on these things? We should be focusing on things we have control over. Watching the olympics in Beijing, I've realised that I've learnt more than that some people are pros in certain things. I've learnt that we cant push the blame onto another person when it is clearly our fault. I've learnt that we cant cry over split milk. Its quite heart-wrenching to see our athletes, who compete so hard for Singapore, cry over something when we get the benefit. And there's also something I dont understand. Why are people still insensitive enough to say that our athletes don't preform well because they were competing on their homeland? They were brought up for part of their lives in Singapore. They made Singapore proud. They earned a princely 'income'. Most important of all, they tried their best and are able to realise their full potential. And that is what I think matters the most.

kaes, I havent posted for some time, I know. Hey all of u who were unfortunate enough to witness me being in some sour mood... iam not, not... you know.... er, ok. Lets start my true (current) life story.

Things which annoyed me today:

1st: ran . I was feeling slightly sick. Still ran. i was forced to.
2nd: I had to go for my chinese tuition..Sigh. Was beheaded in class because I forgot the format for formal chinese letter writing( gong han )
3rd: Went for my piano exam practise. The piano was awful.piano exam on Wedbye. watch this show on gymasts..

Come on, where's my guardian angel when I need it?

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Iam so freaked ok?! I can't believe I did something to an innocent animal!! Sigh...

I was trying to clip my lovebird (Murphy)'s toenails today. Ok, I knew it was very, as in VERY long, and sooner or later, the nails would get caught in the bars of the cage beacuse it was long. Just as I had placed the nail clipper( yes, it shares my nail clipper as well )at the nail, it made this sudden movement, trying to escape. It was when I made a desicion, a very bad desicion to try and clip the nail even if it was moving. Then guess what? I clipped its vein. U see, the nail can only be clipped at the very tip and I accidently clipped it to far. Yes it was squeaking, but it squeaks all the time so I didn't think anything was wrong until I saw like, 2 minute drops of blood on the floor and I thought, ok this is it.



I picked the bird up and realised that the tip of the nail where I had clipped was bleeding. Ok, you're thinking its no big deal. But it was a lot, ALOT of blood, and really, it wouldn't stop. Even after I applied pressure. Someone help.



Ok, then to cut a long story short, its fairly alright now, but I have to treat it like a delicate wind mobile. That means, no flying, no grabbing, no running up and down the inside of my shirt( yes it does that) , no acting like a alien stuck in a overturned plastic bowl, no playing for short.



Last but no least, if anyone knows of any remedies which can help the bird, pls pls pls pls pls....tag me. Iam really desperate, really really am.

birthdays-pains and pleasures

Its funny when they say," many happy returns of the day!" on your birthday. Its like they are wishing that you will only be happy on your birthday, when actual fact is that you should be happy everyday and 'live your life to the fullest'. Thing is, its not human to live like its a 'merry,little land' everyday and we all do feel annoyed or upset some certain day. Sometimes you just don't feel like talking to a certain person, or you just feel snappy when someone talks to you about 'crap' things. See, to err is a human. Some simply don't understand that fact. (eg. i baked a cake and burnt it on my 1st attempt and got a shelling). I don't get it. Others treat you well only on your birthday. What?! i can't be normal on other days?

But sometimes they do bring some good too. Besides the routine of eating cake, gifts, singing the all too familiar' happy birthday to you', you get that good feeling inside that , wow, this only occurs once a year, and you plus an extra candle to that cake. thing is, what really is the significance of the cake etc.? Iam betting that you don just eat a' something floured, baked with yeast- wow ! you get a cake! ' on your birthday. well sure, you don't buy that big a cake on normal days, but surely you eat bread, that's flour and yeast too.

Here's another thing, i refered to days which arent your birthday as' normal days', didnt i? Its like trying to say that having your birthday is abnormal, or should i say, special, if you want the optimistic way. GTG now. Going for AEP at 1.00

Would u call me messy? annoying? weird? wadever....

When u don fit in, u become superhuman. You can feel everybody's eyes on you. stuck like velcro. u can hear a whisper from about a mile away.u can disappear, even when it looks like you're standing rite there. u can scream, and nobody hears a sound.

Isnt it true?

Guess who's with me here? Averil's here. hahahahahaha....

Life is a little complicated rite now. :(

the lovable fly and others

Lets talk about names. My name is (uh) JuLyn. My friends have names like, Averil, Mavis and Divya. Why does it seem as if my name seriously sucks?! i mean, ok, Averil reminds me of a steadfast person who can stand up for her own rights. Mavis reminds me of a sweet girl and a wonderful mum:P. Divya, well, simply reminds me of diva. And my name? Jelly. or maybe julian.or maybe its just a name for people to make fun of. I think of myself as the quiet and weird person who sometimes say the wrong things at the wrong time. By now, u must be thinking ,"but its only a name!" Yes, i know its only a name for crying out loud! but yes, sometimes we act like little hobos and run around the place... Some one give me an english name,somebody, come on!

There's a fly in my room. it wouldnt leave. i did every thing i could to get rid of it. I opened the window. I opened the door. I told it in a sad voice that i was seeing another fly. And as a last, final resort, I shouted at it telling it that the fly i was seeing was much nicer than it. It didnt work. I think others would have thought i was nuts.. I mean, talking to a FLY?!

Best part of my story, there was one horribly glorious time when i suddenly couldnt remember my senior's name. I had to check the year book, believe me, i did. And i couldnt remember what class she was in. sigh.. I cant remember my senior's name. Oops, have i already told that? Well, now u see evidence...

ETC..

Hi. i just read from a book that this girl, sued her parents for the rights to herself, because her parents had her only to save their leukemia-stricken elder daughter. And the best part about all of it is that the parents are living in the same house as their daughter-the one who sued them. Can you imagine? I mean, its not all about just plain suing ( how do u spell that?) but also about respect. Would u go around doing the very same thing that she has done? I think.... not.. Iam not actually done with the book yet. Rushing to finish it because I want to start on the other books, by the same author.

i just so happened to watch part of a show about someone called Ellen or something.The show's quite funny, and I deduce it is pretty popular from what i found out- its screened 3 times a day. Anyone knows what its about? ( not u Mavis, i know u only watch Korean dramas *haha. :) K anyway but it was interviewing some celebraties, or maybe so, cos i don recognise some like- a 5 year old child swinging a hula-hoop? Never heard....Funny... HAHAHAHA

K.. oh ya, I quit schoolteam for tramp. Apart from me feeling a bit out of place( due to the people being better than i am), I think things are going to be a bit more.. light from now on, not forgetting the fact that i just lost my opportunity to be in the competition. Its still weired though, takes a bit more getting used to.

I want to colour my life:D

.... Nothing to say.......

Sigh. Its been a long time since i last posted, but after all, things were uneventful, except for the receiving of the report book, which i did like--------- but then again, i dunno some people failed like, 3 to 4 subjects and yet their class position is higher.... unfair. Averil u did so well la, such a high position in class, and level too. I dunno what to say, the holidays are here but i don think iam going to get much rest because i know that iam going to be bugged about the fact that i didnt do as well as i should.

Good for you Laura, coming in 1st in class.your parents must be proud of you.

I think, WHat do you expect, a medal? fits here.

Oh ya,my MSN isnt working, anyone has any bright ideas on how to fix it?

Last of all.... DOn ask me how i did cos iam not going to tell, it doesnt matter who you are, unless those who already know blab..........

A new skin. see what you think of it.

What do u expect, a medal?

Ok i think iam becoming too formal. and it isn't the normal me. see iam not particularly overjoyed when the exams are coming rite? how can anyone be? like, i think everything is turning nuts. wait. either iam or the world. More likely the former. And that's the reason why i changed my URL too, except that i came up with it in 2 mins.And What do u expect, A medal? is due to the exams. My new philosophy. Iam not wonderful in math, chinese, lit, you name it. and i don think i will excell, either. i cant even consider that iam SUPER good in art too cos my AEP teacher is worried for me. sigh. how sad can the world become. Its raining. Rian falls on the just and the unjust.

What do u do when u have to do it?

PFT 5 items tomorrow. I dunno how i'll fair, like, i suck at so many things, sit and reach( cos iam not flexible at all) , standing broad jump, and sit ups. Ok, i MAy be good in 2.4 but here's my weak point ppl.. I don want to spoil it too early.

Wore FBt's today, for HHF. 1st time iam wearing cos the previous week I've always been worrying, about what exactly i dunno.. No idea.I don dare to wear them for gym. maybe iam just being paranoid. Believe it or not but iam actually afraid of people commenting. Imagine.

EP is done, well at least most done. ALL MY PROJECTS ARE OVER!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! lol. i think iam a bit too overjoyed, alright i still have to do my math and chinese so I shall not be lazy and get it done!....

PFT stuff and more

Had my PFT 2.4 km run/walk today.. yup, actually iwouldnt really consider it a walk, since i ran all the way, with my eyes becoming blurer my the minute.... I ran the 1st few rounds with Tessa, and she ran ahead of me the 1st few.. but had to stop adn tie her hair because her hairtie was coming out.. Actually the teachers did allow us to carry a music player with us to try and boost us on. i think some people would have benifitted, but I didnt, and i didnt even have a music anyway, so it outta point. The starting of the run had just as much tension as any race, except we all know this is must longer, so i could see people dropping out from running and walking the rest of the way. Actually, I hadnt even the faintest idea of how fast i was running until i realise that towards the end of the run, that only 10 minutes had passed. I was on my 10th round then. And the people around me( esp. Mavis) was telling me to 'go go go' and 'eh, u very fast leh! ' then i realised. But anyway, my timing was only 12min 16sec for 12 rounds... so so la....

STOP IT KELLY!!!!!!!!! and..

STOP IT KELLY!!!!!!!!!! STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

I forgive you if u start to think iam nuts. I thought i was going to go nuts( out of pain and embarasement) when kelly started drawing on my hand like she thought it was paper!! I cant believe i let her draw... maybe i was too soft la, but.....what do i do when she's giving me a choice?, not a choice as to whether she could draw or not, but to WHAT she wanted me to draw. I said i didnt want any graffiti but she said " No u take one hurry up" I maintained that i didnt want but she gave me a look and would u believe it, i gave in.

Next: I expected a small one. No i didnt, well not really. Kelly is kelly. :) she will do what she wants. the picture took up my whole arm. I shouted" kelly what are u doing?!" and she calmly said "drawing." during lesson time. Iam still shocked the teacher didnt hear.I think i was horrified cos i remember screaming" kelly i have gym later!!!! "........ sigh but nvn la at least she didnt write in permenant ink.....

Next issue: I think it was the worst argument i've ever had with my friends. what over? THE DUMB STUPID EP PROJECT!!!!!!!! THe schedule was to come to my house to finish filming th scene but a squabble broke up once we realised that we had no time. Then the real thing started......HOw embarassing.we had to meet the EP teacher and...that when some of us couldnt take the stress and started crying.... no, not me...not yet i mean.

we went for chinese after that. After the inccident, do u think anyone could concentrate on anything the teacher was saying? NO, duh.and we wen tback to class, and the argument started again, after the momentary halt. That's when things started to get even worse and..well one more person left the room with red eyes.... I had to go for gym later, more afraid people would see so i kept to myself most of the time.... I couldnt even close the tramp properly, i let go of the metal bar when we were not supposed to, and of course the whole tramp fell with a terrific bang...ya. I heard the coach say" yi hou bu rang ta zuo ba." which means,'don let her do next time' Embarrasing......hai. very sian la...rrrr

nature

I dunno what we're doing here but everyone looks good except me cos my eyes are shut...yahaha

pictures

From the top( Divya, Ju Lyn Averil, Mavis)

The fun we had..

Here we go-the impossible mission of the phycological brain power. The memorising of long notes in a night...
What choice do i have anyway? Since the deadline of our english is crazily near(ie. tomorrow!!) We will just have to slog it out.yeah i mean it literally. I havent don like,practically everything, treatment for a lazy eye, water( 2litres),homework, memorising...etc.. I still have a pile of tuition homework to do..

hopefully averil and co. will be coming over to my house on tuesday. sigh but ya i mean, We have to do a project rite? And it isnt our fault that the stupid video camera had to conk out on us rite? what about the other things, like : me falling off averil's aerobic ball and hurting myself really badly(i have the bruise to prove it but iam not showing u cos,well), the ruination(no such word) of the whole video cos i simply laughed too much, me getting a muscle ache thanks to the many tuck jumps i tried on averil's trampoline... etc. (Watch it i said etc, which means there are more) but ya, i don want to be so negative...

Iam dead. Well i think iam.And my brain's going to burst from all the words..
Quote: failing to plan is planning to fail.

MF... Mixed feelings

hi i dunno why i didnt post for such a loooooooong time but still,I don planto give up on this too fast so.... science project is coming up,no actuall we're late in handing in i think, we're not even through 1/2 way... and I cant write properly now... I dunno why... Maybe its a weird case of feeling-tipsy-without-drinking-wine...

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I hope things change luh. Its like, SO EMBARASSING!!!! U know u ok, seriously suck at gym and the last thing u want is to have your good friend looking at you...rite? It doesnt really apply if ur good, but if u suck, like me, then its not a good idea to be stared at.:S well..not really stare la, Divya was pretty nice, she saw i was already having problem with the basic one (or called the Straight Jump) . I kept wavering off to the side of the tramp and i didnt catch my senior when she fell off...hai. I seriously felt like crap then la! I mean i don think i can gain the trust of my friends anymore to catch them when they fall off.. cos of, of what happened.

GIve me a chance la, PLS!!!!