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Prelims and EOY mass for us.
Both are such time consuming activities, and both are important. Well at least for me, Jac and Lynette too. Its hard. We had no scores, I improvised the scores on the very spot and duh, I made slips because Iam not perfect, neither am i Richard Clayderman. So I cant regugitate scores like * snap* that. Please guys, be more reasonable. We'll work hard and you will too, okay?

It pains me to see you go away. But I have to learn to let go, give you up. Yes, I must not be selfish, and even though I'll hate the person who basks in your company, I've got to learn that 'its not okay to hate anybody'. But that'll be a exhausting task. No, be positive, grin, and bear with it, even if my heart is cut by a knife a mile long, even if my eyes are raw and red from the ocean of tears that have welled up behind the dams and gushed out akin to a river, even if my hands have shielded my heart and face for so long, its time to give you up, let you go, be your own and I'll be mine.
But it pains me so. I won't ever deny that. Won't even try.