Listen. You don't understand when I fall ill or when I faint.
Perhaps this entity has never been well understood, and its up to me to explain why.
Its enough to have the class look at you like a weird freak because I appear so sickly.
Well Iam not. I really am not. What happened to the days when you called me ' army girl' ?
Somehow, I miss those days. Because I want to be strong, to fight against the odds.
See some people think Iam faking this to get attention.
Whoever put such a retarded notion into their heads? I'd do anything ( perhaps, with the exception of injections) to get well again, to not be so 'sickly'.
But I cant help it, can I? Its not my fault, is it?
I know I sound like I've got a serious illness. But Iam thankful I dont. At least, Iam hoping I dont. I've yet to undergo tests.
But I will. And I am. Finally, yes? There's something other than low blood pressure causing me to faint. I hope its not serious. Because Iam not sickly. I am not.
Listen to me. Because I hardly ever get to talk to you.
If I faint and fall sick a million times, will you be there for me? Or will I have faded from your mind like morning dew?
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