Prelims are over. At long last. But that only means we're that much closer to the A levels... which isn't a very positive note to begin with.
Anyway, I came here not with the intention of whining about how I felt about my prelims, but with the intention of posting something that's been on my mind for a while now:
8 more days. 5 more days with him.
That's barely a week.
After after that, it means 3 whole weeks. The thought isn't very calming, but one thing for sure and that's- it's 3 weeks. Just 3 weeks. In those 3 weeks, there'll be the release of my prelim results and his birthday, the latter of course, hurts more than the former because who wants to spend a birthday in confinement? Which means, I've got only these..5 days left to get my things done, and to get myself prepared for what's probably going to be the greatest absence in whole of my life.
Which leads me on to my next point- I've cleared my entire week to make sure those 5 days are well spent. I'm not intending to go out with anyone (unless it's an emergency) because it's blatantly obvious to anyone that with only 5 days left, I should make use of all the time I have to spend it with him before going out with anyone else. Not within this week. I'm sorry, but it's not a case whereby I 'give up' my friends for him, it's because given the current situation, anyone would have done the same for someone they treasure that much. I'm not even going to bat an eyelid about it. I'm going to be frank. And thank goodness, most of my friends understand my predicament and understand that I'm not trying to give them up for him, because that is never the case and I will always strive to find a balance between my friends and him.
Thanks to all those who understand my feelings guys. Friends like you make life worth living.
Back to subject, this period of time has been the happiest I've ever been for a long time. I couldn't have asked for something better, and I would never have thought I'd be one of those people who'd actually be happy. It's surreal, and it's strange. For a while, I thought happiness was for other people, and that I'd just be one of those who'd have to suck it up to a life I wasn't full happy with. But looks like I was proved otherwise.
So, 5 days or otherwise, I'm going to make sure I spend these 5 days happy. I'm not going to hide my happiness anymore. And at the end of it, hey, it's 3 weeks, and honestly, 3 weeks is nothing in the wider range of events. And on an even greater macro scale, 2 years isn't even substantial.
I'm happy.
Anyway, I came here not with the intention of whining about how I felt about my prelims, but with the intention of posting something that's been on my mind for a while now:
8 more days. 5 more days with him.
That's barely a week.
After after that, it means 3 whole weeks. The thought isn't very calming, but one thing for sure and that's- it's 3 weeks. Just 3 weeks. In those 3 weeks, there'll be the release of my prelim results and his birthday, the latter of course, hurts more than the former because who wants to spend a birthday in confinement? Which means, I've got only these..5 days left to get my things done, and to get myself prepared for what's probably going to be the greatest absence in whole of my life.
Which leads me on to my next point- I've cleared my entire week to make sure those 5 days are well spent. I'm not intending to go out with anyone (unless it's an emergency) because it's blatantly obvious to anyone that with only 5 days left, I should make use of all the time I have to spend it with him before going out with anyone else. Not within this week. I'm sorry, but it's not a case whereby I 'give up' my friends for him, it's because given the current situation, anyone would have done the same for someone they treasure that much. I'm not even going to bat an eyelid about it. I'm going to be frank. And thank goodness, most of my friends understand my predicament and understand that I'm not trying to give them up for him, because that is never the case and I will always strive to find a balance between my friends and him.
Thanks to all those who understand my feelings guys. Friends like you make life worth living.
Back to subject, this period of time has been the happiest I've ever been for a long time. I couldn't have asked for something better, and I would never have thought I'd be one of those people who'd actually be happy. It's surreal, and it's strange. For a while, I thought happiness was for other people, and that I'd just be one of those who'd have to suck it up to a life I wasn't full happy with. But looks like I was proved otherwise.
So, 5 days or otherwise, I'm going to make sure I spend these 5 days happy. I'm not going to hide my happiness anymore. And at the end of it, hey, it's 3 weeks, and honestly, 3 weeks is nothing in the wider range of events. And on an even greater macro scale, 2 years isn't even substantial.
I'm happy.
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