Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Because.

I know that when stealth mode goes off, people will judge. Both him and me, for our actions, and for our past. I know one thing- that I have a clean conscience. It doesn't matter what the public say, because they never know the full story. He does, and so does my conscience. It's enough.

People will bring up my past, in an attempt to compare me against her. I know for one thing, because he's assured me over and over again, that I'm better than her. A thousand times. Because his 'fiasco' (I'm quoting his words) with her was never true. It was never love. And people will bring up his past. And I'm ready for it. Haters or otherwise, I'm ready for it. 

I'm happy with my life. I've made mistakes, just like him, and just like everyone else. Just like her. But the thing about these mistakes is that I've learnt from them, and forced myself to grow to become a better person. I was innocent once, and then the real world opened itself up to me. Its terrors and all it's menace. I've seen them, and once this stealth mode goes off, I can only say, Bring It On. Because I'm ready to receive what's left of any harsh judgement. 

At the end of the day, I know I did the right thing. It may not have been what I wanted, but I do know one thing for sure- I'm happy, because I left with my morals intact. It's a sad thing when people out there lack the common sense and the moral judgement to do the right thing- even after they've proclaim that they've grown up and know how to do these things then. It's just one of life's ironies.

I just hope that others out there know what's morals when they see it too. Hopefully so.





No comments: