Today, I found out that the J1s this year have guts. Guts in the wrong sense, that is. I don't have an old man aura, and just because I'm nice to them, doesn't give them the right to think I'm a pushover. Or to put it in more accurate terms, gossip/backstab ( Note: This does not apply to all J1s. Obviously.)

So I've made up my mind. I'm going to work hard. I'm going to work to bloody hard at this As so I can get out of this place. The 29th November will be my last day I'm going to see that place again. The place that isn't even the same any more since I came in not long ago, and definitely not as long as some others who have seen greater, more drastic changes.

I know if it wasn't for my group of friends, my life in this JC would have been hell. Utter, miserable hell.So yes, I'm getting myself out of the system, out of sight of the intensely cold unfriendly place of this current JC. (well, the walls are blue now even, how appropriate.) And by that, I mean I want to rid myself of the people (outside my group of friends, that is).

And to do that, I must do well enough in my As so I don't come back again next year to repeat another year of J2 (that is if I'm allowed, of course.) The thought is large enough a deterrent.