Why did I choose to present on the Book of Job. This is such a difficult book to present on. Not just difficult because of its depth, but also because I need to believe that what I'm saying is utter nonsense- religiously. But how do I argue a case when half the time my mind is telling me that I'm not speaking the truth, that I do not believe in what I say? That's going to come out somehow, in my presentation. And I don't want that to happen.
And as usual before I present or do anything that usually sparks fear, I pray. But how do I gather the courage to pray when I'm presenting on the negligence of God and the evil that God has let populate the world? Or better still, how do I explain the concept of sin without bringing all my Christian ideals in? Is it even possible?
How do I even begin searching for divine intervention for this, or should I?