' You're my alpha and omega,
The beginning and the end,
You're behind me, You're before me,
You're forever my friend.
Wherever I go, whatever I do,
Jesus is my source and my goal.'

I haven't heard this hymn in a long time, because the last time I sung it was some 3 years ago when I was in IJ.
But maybe I do need it now. I need it if I want to go on. If I want to keep this up.
Because 'You're behind me, You're before me, You're forever my friend.'