My 400th post.
Went for mockingbird play yesterday @ Drama Centre Theatre. Didnt exactly know who I was intending to meet. Had a rather awkward dinner (because I wasnt close to the people I was having dinner with). The play was okay I guess, just that I think they could have improved on the props a little. Actually you know what, Iam in no mood to recount anything happy now. Forget it.
I honestly want to write all those problems that have been bugging me for ages, but I cant, because I know if I do, someone out there is going to get hurt.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Are you truly happy?
What is true happiness? Can anyone here claim to be honestly, truly happy? Seems like sayings such as ' Iam on cloud 9' hardly exist anymore. After all, what do we consider happiness?
Spotted a little primary one girl skipping and singing along today, saying something like, "Iam happy, so happy.. no one in the world but mee......" And that gave me inspiration for this post.
How often are we happy these days? Way back in those days when we were overwhelmed with happiness at the thought of a simple walk, an unexpected ice cream treat, or even the simple joy in watching a rainbow appear on a rainy day. Where are those days? When we do not indulge in the simplicities of life? Yes, we can appear happy, say we feel happy, and even feel happy, at that point in time.
But then a dark shadow of disappointment always crops up at the wrong time, sealing out our happiness. I don't know if its the complexities of life or what, but yes, its hard to be happy in today's world. What we ought to do is to become like a child again and marvel at the simply joys of a hot bath, of a sunshiny day, of a unexpected treat, whatever it may be. If only we could.
Spotted a little primary one girl skipping and singing along today, saying something like, "Iam happy, so happy.. no one in the world but mee......" And that gave me inspiration for this post.
How often are we happy these days? Way back in those days when we were overwhelmed with happiness at the thought of a simple walk, an unexpected ice cream treat, or even the simple joy in watching a rainbow appear on a rainy day. Where are those days? When we do not indulge in the simplicities of life? Yes, we can appear happy, say we feel happy, and even feel happy, at that point in time.
But then a dark shadow of disappointment always crops up at the wrong time, sealing out our happiness. I don't know if its the complexities of life or what, but yes, its hard to be happy in today's world. What we ought to do is to become like a child again and marvel at the simply joys of a hot bath, of a sunshiny day, of a unexpected treat, whatever it may be. If only we could.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
VAT is due on 1st March D; D; and I've way over my word limit already.
During character education (CE) lesson today, we were supposed to talk about our changes in life and how we cope with them. Changes, changes, changes, what seemingly mundane changes may turn out so different...... so different.. Its beyond our wildest immaginations to even dream up such a change. Then again, changes occur when we least expect it to...
Borrowed To kill a mockingbird from the library, watched it and in the symmetry, watched a man getting lynched.. isnt it so crying sad? Why do humans discriminate against others?
Cry about the way the world works? About the way ' humans treat other folks without stopping to think they're human too? '
During character education (CE) lesson today, we were supposed to talk about our changes in life and how we cope with them. Changes, changes, changes, what seemingly mundane changes may turn out so different...... so different.. Its beyond our wildest immaginations to even dream up such a change. Then again, changes occur when we least expect it to...
Borrowed To kill a mockingbird from the library, watched it and in the symmetry, watched a man getting lynched.. isnt it so crying sad? Why do humans discriminate against others?
Cry about the way the world works? About the way ' humans treat other folks without stopping to think they're human too? '
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Blessed Chinese New Year;)
Chinese New Year Reunion with family today. Sweet gathering really, because my cousin and I dont really get to meet all that often, but maybe now that Iam going to church I will. Yesterday was a fair amount of visiting and more visiting. I dont really mind, however, since I dont see them but once a year.
Day 1
Met at around 4.30pm, visited 2 old friends of my mum.Went to the Marina Barrage,enjoyed the view for a bit, Had dinner there.
Day2
Met at round 5.10, sat round and chatted with my cousin till 6.30, went for dinner at Chun Kee restaurant (I hope choon khee is reading this ! :D). Gave cousin hug then left.
Day 1
Met at around 4.30pm, visited 2 old friends of my mum.Went to the Marina Barrage,enjoyed the view for a bit, Had dinner there.
Day2
Met at round 5.10, sat round and chatted with my cousin till 6.30, went for dinner at Chun Kee restaurant (I hope choon khee is reading this ! :D). Gave cousin hug then left.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Blessed Chinese New Year everyone!!!
Had reunion dinner this evening, watched the photoshoot for my Harbin trip with relatives and tossed the yu sheng. Not bad really, considering the fact that I used to hate yu sheng when I was really young because the taste was bitter. Also replayed the photos from my aunt's camera, which were from her own America trip +China trip.
Mum bought a dress for me, although she knows perfectly well that I don't wear dresses, she made me get one-.- But actually, she makes sense. Iam a girl, am I not? Since I went shopping with Kim, Averil and Natalie the other day, I think its time I start changing my ways a bit. Maybe I'll wear a skirt for visiting tomorrow. Oh wait. I dont have a choice. Mum will make me, anyways.
Had reunion dinner this evening, watched the photoshoot for my Harbin trip with relatives and tossed the yu sheng. Not bad really, considering the fact that I used to hate yu sheng when I was really young because the taste was bitter. Also replayed the photos from my aunt's camera, which were from her own America trip +China trip.
Mum bought a dress for me, although she knows perfectly well that I don't wear dresses, she made me get one-.- But actually, she makes sense. Iam a girl, am I not? Since I went shopping with Kim, Averil and Natalie the other day, I think its time I start changing my ways a bit. Maybe I'll wear a skirt for visiting tomorrow. Oh wait. I dont have a choice. Mum will make me, anyways.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Help help help. I have so many things to blog on but there's so little time.
- self awareness camp( minus all that our teacher told us will remain within our class)
- Dental appointment on 1 Feb
Dental Appoinment
Last ever appointment on the 1 feb before my braces go off.
Me:hello!
Dr Loh: Hello! Smile?
Me: (huh?!) *Smiles*
DL: WAh so straight already!
Me: ... its okayy la, its like buck teeth now.
DL: Its okayy la, come lie down.
Me: *lies down*
DL: how's baoyi's retainers?
Me: Erm they were shaking...
DL: *stops her actions abruptly, looks at assistant, who pretends to faint*
DL & Assistant: AGAIN?!!!!!!
Me: I don't think they fell out!!!!!!!
DL: Better not, if not I heart attack laaaa
ME: HAHAHAHA
DL: you want see my heart attack is itt?!!!!
Me: NOOOO!!!
DL: so did her bridge fall out or not?
Me: I cant say, I dont think it did la.
DL: Alright, I shall make it more painful for you. * grips metal bit with tool*
Me: *whines*
DL: Haha You going to tell me now?
Me: NoNONO, I AM a loyal friend!
DL: Sigh, after you go I will have no more spy on me already laaa!
Me: HAHAthere'e always Grace...
DL: Oh ya, okay okay, I shall now focus on grace:)
Me: .........
DL: Done! Fix your appointment next month with Joyce outside okay? Your retainers appointment also:)
ME: Okay, seeya!!
DL: Gong xi fa cai happy neew year!
Me:Same to you too!
Aish. I WILL MISS DR LOH LIKE CRAZY.
Sec 4 Self awareness camp
Embarked on a camp from the 5Feb to the 6 Feb, mostly learnt about ourselves.
Most memorable part of the camp was when we spoke about 12 values, which was basically a reflection of what we held closest to our hearts. And since it was a subject that we all felt sensitive, there were lots and lots of tears and tissues.
But aside from the fun and laughter there were other serious issues that had to be looked into- Our L1R5 grade, for eg. And I should think this is no laughing matter. There's just too many things to do in too little time.
- self awareness camp( minus all that our teacher told us will remain within our class)
- Dental appointment on 1 Feb
Dental Appoinment
Last ever appointment on the 1 feb before my braces go off.
Me:hello!
Dr Loh: Hello! Smile?
Me: (huh?!) *Smiles*
DL: WAh so straight already!
Me: ... its okayy la, its like buck teeth now.
DL: Its okayy la, come lie down.
Me: *lies down*
DL: how's baoyi's retainers?
Me: Erm they were shaking...
DL: *stops her actions abruptly, looks at assistant, who pretends to faint*
DL & Assistant: AGAIN?!!!!!!
Me: I don't think they fell out!!!!!!!
DL: Better not, if not I heart attack laaaa
ME: HAHAHAHA
DL: you want see my heart attack is itt?!!!!
Me: NOOOO!!!
DL: so did her bridge fall out or not?
Me: I cant say, I dont think it did la.
DL: Alright, I shall make it more painful for you. * grips metal bit with tool*
Me: *whines*
DL: Haha You going to tell me now?
Me: NoNONO, I AM a loyal friend!
DL: Sigh, after you go I will have no more spy on me already laaa!
Me: HAHAthere'e always Grace...
DL: Oh ya, okay okay, I shall now focus on grace:)
Me: .........
DL: Done! Fix your appointment next month with Joyce outside okay? Your retainers appointment also:)
ME: Okay, seeya!!
DL: Gong xi fa cai happy neew year!
Me:Same to you too!
Aish. I WILL MISS DR LOH LIKE CRAZY.
Sec 4 Self awareness camp
Embarked on a camp from the 5Feb to the 6 Feb, mostly learnt about ourselves.
Most memorable part of the camp was when we spoke about 12 values, which was basically a reflection of what we held closest to our hearts. And since it was a subject that we all felt sensitive, there were lots and lots of tears and tissues.
But aside from the fun and laughter there were other serious issues that had to be looked into- Our L1R5 grade, for eg. And I should think this is no laughing matter. There's just too many things to do in too little time.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Faithhopelove
How we live our lives, wandering aimlessly amongst all things around us, we see people, our friends, rise and soar, they acomplish things that we think we cannot, why? Living each day at a time, living each moment, as if it you have an eternal life, enjoying not the crests and troughs of lifestyle, enjoying not the joys of being on this earth while others yearn this lost opportunity. Do we aim to live a life of lost, forgotten, crushed hopes and dreams? Do we yet not realise the limitations of a human heart, and the limitations of humans themselves? What do we aim to do in life, without a talent? Talent, a God given gift to everyone, yet we must find and search for it, through happiness and displeasure, and do not think that God has never bestowed you with a gift- for you are wrong, He has. Above all be at peace with yourself and always strive to be happy, even if the people around you let you down or turn the other cheek, remain true to your morals and your heart. Do not find hurt in nursing any broken heart if someone turns you down, for they have themselves to blame, they have themselves a conscience they have wronged, for you are not, therefore do not be unhappy.
We are no less than anything on this earth, we have a right to be where we are, so be blessed, live life, and be at peace with God, no matter what you do.
We are no less than anything on this earth, we have a right to be where we are, so be blessed, live life, and be at peace with God, no matter what you do.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Chinese Tuition this morning, omg, the chinese teacher is super cute (not in the urhmm sense). I was speaking to her about my trip to Harbin and when I mentioned that I've also been to Dalian, the city where she's from she was so shocked, as if its uncommon to be visiting such places. I only remembered that she said something about returing to China in a year or so, and asked if I would like to join her when she returns back there and I'll have free board and lodging too because she wants me and my family to stay with her/near her so that I'll be able to experience China in the spring, summer, autumn and winter months. I honestly wish that's true okayy! Omg I really wish I could. That'll mean that I have to stay there for like, a year or so to experience the whole thing. But don't you think its so cool if I could?! I doubt its more than an empty dream though, and that's really sad. But maybe someday, someday, I'll be able to migrate there and live in a place where our ancestors once were......
I dont understand why people always give me that 'face' when I tell them I like China. Its so annoying.
I dont understand why people always give me that 'face' when I tell them I like China. Its so annoying.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Pls don't come, pleaseeee don't come, I know you're meant to come today but please dont, I have CCA tomorrow.
Sian. Literature test coming up next week, reminds me that there's a new timetable next week too, Iam praying that there's no double period of lit on Monday, because we'll have less time to study for the test then. Aish. Haven't done all those character analysis for Bob Ewell and Heck Tate, strange isnt it? Imagine your name is Heck. WHAT THE HECK. I mean, thank goodness its only a character from a make belief story. Wonder what Harper Lee would say if she knew that millions of people had to study her book.
Sian. Literature test coming up next week, reminds me that there's a new timetable next week too, Iam praying that there's no double period of lit on Monday, because we'll have less time to study for the test then. Aish. Haven't done all those character analysis for Bob Ewell and Heck Tate, strange isnt it? Imagine your name is Heck. WHAT THE HECK. I mean, thank goodness its only a character from a make belief story. Wonder what Harper Lee would say if she knew that millions of people had to study her book.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
one big sigh
Our english teacher sprang a surprise Eng compo test on us today-.- and I crapped as much as I could. Ended up crapping 2 pages, Iam sure I'll end up with a surprise scolding :(
Super sian, congratz to the sec 4 of 09' who did so well the sch declared a holiday on monday:)
AEP getting more and more crazy, more work intensive, lesser hours to study and do other things. And there's always an element of friendship problems. To all those, please, I tell you , coming up with a design for a T shirt for the entire class is no easy feat. Dont make it any harder for us, because we're having enough problems as it us. And finally, I see a different side of a person, someone whom I normally thought as responsible and trustworthy.. is actually.. not, sad to say. What should I do? 我如何对待她呢?
Super sian, congratz to the sec 4 of 09' who did so well the sch declared a holiday on monday:)
AEP getting more and more crazy, more work intensive, lesser hours to study and do other things. And there's always an element of friendship problems. To all those, please, I tell you , coming up with a design for a T shirt for the entire class is no easy feat. Dont make it any harder for us, because we're having enough problems as it us. And finally, I see a different side of a person, someone whom I normally thought as responsible and trustworthy.. is actually.. not, sad to say. What should I do? 我如何对待她呢?
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Ohpleasesparemeofthisnightmare
And now.. entering the World of Horror.. so sit tight and buckle up!
Living nightmare, sec 4 is. Its the year of remedials, supplementery classes, high expectations, writing writing and writing, studying till our brains pop, tuition classes, CCA's, grades etc etc, you name it. Being, living the day to day life of any average student is like trying to drink water from a fire hose- the pressure, you know. Its excruciating, terrifying, horrifying, petrifying... Everything's shoved up your nose in one go- the teachers expect you, to CHANGE YOUR WRITING STYLE from our standard to a standard that's higher than the clouds, higher than the moon, higher than the stars. And the teachers become more strict, more fierce, more demanding... Its no wonder people commit suicide from stress.
Iam no genius either. We all learn sooner or later that we should just suck it up and move on. Thing is, we're not moving ANYWHERE. Its like running on a treadmill, forever trying to go forward, but being constantly pulled back by a force that overpowers you.
Running in this race, its all about I overtake you, you overtake me, I-trip-you-up-so-that-i-can-go-1st, what's wrong with the world?! Has everything become so competitive? Where were the day where people could just lie on a deckchair and watch the world go by?
Living nightmare, sec 4 is. Its the year of remedials, supplementery classes, high expectations, writing writing and writing, studying till our brains pop, tuition classes, CCA's, grades etc etc, you name it. Being, living the day to day life of any average student is like trying to drink water from a fire hose- the pressure, you know. Its excruciating, terrifying, horrifying, petrifying... Everything's shoved up your nose in one go- the teachers expect you, to CHANGE YOUR WRITING STYLE from our standard to a standard that's higher than the clouds, higher than the moon, higher than the stars. And the teachers become more strict, more fierce, more demanding... Its no wonder people commit suicide from stress.
Iam no genius either. We all learn sooner or later that we should just suck it up and move on. Thing is, we're not moving ANYWHERE. Its like running on a treadmill, forever trying to go forward, but being constantly pulled back by a force that overpowers you.
Running in this race, its all about I overtake you, you overtake me, I-trip-you-up-so-that-i-can-go-1st, what's wrong with the world?! Has everything become so competitive? Where were the day where people could just lie on a deckchair and watch the world go by?
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