Went to Pasir Ris beach today. My dad's great idea at the last minute. Wasnt too bad really. I only remember that I stepped onto an ant nest and the ants were all over my leg. 1st thought was to dip my foot in the water to get rid of the ants, but I remembered in time that the water was polluted and that the government strongly advised us not to touch the water. I spent 5 mins beating the ants off, longer for those who chose to march up leg like napolean. Iam lazy to blog more.

I MISS MY AEP WORKSHOP SENIOR SAMANTHA!!!!!!!!!
AND I MISS DR LOH!! D:


Why does life have to be so sad, the very people you love cannot be with you when you want them to...

Hey! So many things to blog about today I really have no idea how to start. Okay. 1st things 1st.

Went to Hwa Chong Institution for this AEP workshop. We were spilt into 25 groups, with 1 IJ girl in each group. So you bet I was feeling rather out of place. Played this icebreaker thing and got to know this Hwa Chong JC1 girl by the name of Samantha. She's super nice. when the lecture got too boring we wtarting folding paper origami and the lecturer didnt even catch us! :D Sigh. I've got this weird thing about me, that is, if I go anywhere, I'll always miss someone from there, and I guess Iam going to miss Samantha. Sigh..We did this video thing, where we were to create this video, and add stuff called the 'pitch' and other stuff inside. Our group ALMOST won okay! but okay, maybe I wasnt THAT keen to win. The prize was a kinder surprise egg and some rochers.

Had to leave for my dentist appointment after that. As I did last month, I posted my conversation with Dr Loh. and so will I this month,

Dr Loh: Julyn!
Me: Hi!
Dr Loh: Hey, your friend came to the Novena medical centre right?
Me: Yup! Grace!
Dr Loh: Ohh I see, no wonder she was asking me about you!
Me :Haha.
Dr Loh: You, Bao yi and Grace are all schoolmates is it?
Me: Yup, school mates, class mates too!
Dr Loh: Her condition is a little difficult to treat though.
Me: Oh man. That's sad alright. Haha Iam so good right? you hurt me so much yet when Grace asked for a good orthodontist I recommended you.
Dr Loh: Ohh haha thank you thank you!
Dr Loh: You know Bao Yi has been coming here quite often because her crown dropped?
Me: Her CROWN?!
Dr LOh: Ya. Do you know why?
Me: haha I know but I promised her I cant tell anyone leh.
Dr Loh: Tell me la!
(Another Dr at that time, Dr Yong, loweres the chair)
Me:(lying down) I cant tell u or Bao Yi will kill me!
Dr loh( Sticks a sharp metal tool inside mouth): TELL ME!!!
Me: OWWWWW!
Dr Loh: YOu want to get killed by Bao Yi or by me?
Me: I dont want to get killed at all!
DR loh: Alright then I will make it very painful for you.
Me: I cannot betray Bao yi.
Dr Loh: Tell me la!( sticks the metal tool back into mouth)
ME: (hurting so much Iam starting to tear): She... she just banged something la!
Dr Loh: Banged what?
Me: I DUNNO!!!
Dr Loh: Using her teeth!!!!?!!!
Me: Urgh... ( too painful to reply)
Dr Loh(removes metal tool): Okay la, I wont really hurt you okay?
ME: ...
Dr Loh: You hate me now right? *preteneds to sniff*
Me: NO! I dont hate you!
Dr Loh: Then you love me! right?
Me: Ya ya ya.
Dr loh: Good!
Dr Loh: Julyn..you;re biting me..
Me: sorry!
Dr loh: your bottom row teeth havent moved! Iam going to have to use plastic.
Me:...
Dr loh:this is going to hurt a bit.(forces plastic onto metal bracket)
ME: OWWWW! (starts to perspire)
Me: *gasps in pain and starts to pant*
Dr Loh: Julyn, you're crying or laughing I also cannot tell..
Dr Loh: Iam doing this because I love you, just remember that
Me: okay okay.. you love me.
Dr loh: Good. You know, not say never do la, but I seldom do normal braces now.
Me: Oh?
Dr loh: ya. I do more fast braces now.
ME: DOesnt matter. Fast braces may hurt less, but I can endure the pain of normal braces la.
Dr Loh: Done!
Me(wipes eyes as Dr Yong takes the sunglasses from me and looks hard at me): Orh, ta liu lei le.(to Dr loh)
Dr Loh: REally! Sorry sorry!
Me: *thinks of HHF sorry sorry song by super junior* its okay.Thanks very much anyway:)
Dr loh: w8! Dont go yet! I show u the mirror*hands me mirror*
Dr LOh: See your front 2 teeth have plastic bits? Yes that is to push ur teeth forward faster.
Me: oh. Okay..
Dr loh: must remember its because I love you that's why I want to give u more pain so u can finish it faster okay!
Me: Okay okay:) Thanks very much and see u again soon!


Haha. Super funny la.Sigh. Now I have to do my facebook photos before shermaine kills me. 1st bao yi, then dr loh, then shermaine. I dont have 9 lives. I can only die once. You choose.

I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO WHAT IF YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN VERY WELL DO THAT TOO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!! JUST THAT I CHOOSE NOT TO!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like typing all the vulgar words I know HERE>.< But cos Iam decent enough to to pollute my blog, I shant. Into my journal it shall go then. Piss Me Off.

Hey! Got something to share today

Was waiting for the bus no. 70 at Yio Chu Kang Station today after school. In front of me there were these 2 boys, and for easy reference, I shall call them Fat boy and Thin Boy. Fat Boy was in front of me, while Thin boy was at the waiting area for bus no. 13, which was just in front of no.70. In front of that, there was a drain with a heavy iron grill. While waiting for the bus to come, the boys were shoving and pushing one another, evidently playing. Fat boy held his Ez-link card in his hand. Just then, bus no. 13 came, and thin boy boarded it. Just as he was at the door, he gave fat boy a hard shove and fat boy's ez link card fell into the drain through the grill. The bus no. 13 then moved away. Fat boy tried to stick his hand through the drain cover to get the card but no avail. He said," SHIT! " super loudly, then left. Shortly after, he returned with the cleaner, who shouted something in chinese/hokkien/teochew. By this time, there were a few people who were behind me in the queue: a guy from this school with a white top and long white pants, an old lady and 2 army guys. The fat boy tried to get the cover up again, hoping that the cleaner would help him, but instead, was shouted at for dropping his card. It was then that the guy in the white uniform tried to lift the drain cover but he couldnt also, ( that ruled out any chance of me helping them). Then the 2 army guys stepped forward, one tried to lift the cover by digging his fingers under the cover while the other grabbed the grill. It took them a really long while. When the cover was finally up, the fat boy, who was watching all this while, fished around for his card then quickly ran off, WITHOUT saying thank you! The cleaner shouted at the boy again to say thanks, to which the boy quickly said, " thanksssssssssss" then ran off like really fast for this weight. The army guys were like, "oh..nevermind..." Their hands were really dirty at that time. All dispersed after that.

HAha. See. That's the reason why I admire people, army guys for their strengh especially. One of them was really quite hot actually. Heh. No, maybe it was because it only reminded me of someone...

Quite tired of AEP really. Another workshop on monday. I wanted to say because I had a dentist appointment I couldnt go. But I had to write a parents letter, so of COURSE, my mum said to change the appointment and make it later. Sigh. AEP is stressful. I want my braces tightened. Going to put Pink and blue braces after this. Hope I dont look nuts.

Its been a year. And it was so fast. Its Taiwan for me now, fun, theme parks, mango ice blend, chou tou fu. bubble tea ( ;D )And Taiwa is Shermaine's dream country because her beloved BBT is there. What will fate bring me this time? Who will I meet? That, Iam really excited to know.

THE CONNECTION SPEED FOR THIS COMPUTER SUCKS!!! I"VE WAITED FOR NEARLY 3minutes for my facebook page to load and its still not loaded! ARGHHHHH

Exploded.

My desktop exploded. And now Iam stuck with a laptop which is really, absoulutely slow. Iam serious. The conection speed is like, whoa. I have to download MSN now. Sigh.

Exhausted. AEP= to hell right now. Really glad that our boxes are to be done by next week and its going to be our LAST LESSON!!! :D :D

Guess what? I've overcome my fear of the dentist. Okay, maybe not fully, but its better than last time, when my fear of the dentist was so great I had to go to the toilet everytime I heard the word dentist. And Iam going to the dentist VOLUNTARILY tomorrow with Shermaine! :D Only thing is, she better not break my archwires, cos if I do, I'll have to bear with my metal wire prodding the inside of my mouth for 1 week. And it aint nice. Shermaine's tooth is hurting her badly. So I told her to suck ice, which, happened to be just my remedy when I 1st put braces and had my mouth aching so badly I had a headache. It worked! :D

Screw Facebook and Blogger. Cant upload any pictures now so Iam going to do so when its finall up and going. Cya:)

So tired. So so so tired. AEP is taking a toll on me. Talk about mood swings, pls tell me how to control it someone. I've been described as a volcano liable to erupt anytime.

shermaine

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HAHA. Oh ya. We were in school today and it was roughly 10 mins to the end of recess. Shermaine was going all high over this guy she's NEVER met and totally fell in love with him because of his looks. His apparent cuteness. Well, yea, he IS cute, but then, I not attracted to skin deep beauty only. Looks like shermaine's another victim to 'love at first sight', as well as 'puppy love.' we were walking near the bookshop where there was this large puddle of water. Shermaine was so high she didnt see the water and nearly slipped and fell. okay iam laughing like mad now. She looked super cute okay. she was like, "you know ah that guy- (slip, omg! grabs michele's hand)- so cute you know!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!' That, my friends is just the typical shermaine.

It rained really hard here. By midday, my gloom deepened to match the weather. I got really pissed with my parents over the simplest of matters. Okay, my mum mentioned that I looked like an indonesian maid when I tied my hair real low instead of high up as I normally would. Frankly, I know she's just making a joke, but she sounded disgusted and I just that was just the straw that broke the camel's back. I totally blew up and told my mum that I was her daughter, not some indonesian maid. But now that I think about it, maybe I should have just laughed it off. But I cant. Iam not Atticus.

Then my dad mentioned this rather 'bad' habit of mine. See, since I was in primary school, I had always used the bottom of my staircase as a place where I wear my shoes. I would place the shoes at the extreme left corner so that no one would trip should they decide to come downstairs at night. But then my dad said it was dirtying the steps, which I found was untrue because 1: I clean my shoes, and 2: I Its only a small portion. He told me, I blew up again, and in less than 1 minute, I cooled down. My parents are wondering why I perform these crazy emotional gymnastics, and the truth is, I dont know myself either. I mean, I can be fine and dandy one min, and the next iam screaming at something annoying. I dont know. ARgh. Iam not like this in school though. School Iam fine. Its just at...home. No, my parents are great. They care for me and everything. So sometimes, i doubt its their fault.

I dont know what up with me.

Just read this somewhere.



If a woman crying in front of you, that means she is no longer can hold in her cry.
If you hold on to her hands while she is crying, she'll stay with you throughout your entire life.
If you let her go, she'll never come back the way she was at first. Forever….

A woman will not cry that easily, unless in front of the people that she loves greatly.Then, she becomes weak.
A woman will not cry that easily,and unless she really loves you, she will not be conservative.

I had to correct quite a lot of gramatical errors (and ,hopefully not changing the meaning in the process)

I don't know what overcome me okay. I knew it, I should have studied harder. Stupid Chem test. I know its only CA. I was so happy go lucky when my chem teacher asked me how I found the test. I was like," ...... erm.." At that point Dhiviyaa chose to ask my chem teacher," what was the answer for the last question? " And my teacher answered, " You must write about the efferversence and percipitation reaction with a metal. " I was thinking to myself, " What the hell! I didnt even write a crap about that. " Then I probably looked dejected or lost or worried or something, cos she(teacher) asked, "you alright?" I said, " yea.. " But totally was not.

Then after I reached home, I realised what kind of stupid mistake I created. Tried to do some E math hmk for a while then suddenly found myself unable to keep my eyes open. Flopped onto my bed for 40 winks, and guess what? I dreamt about my freaking CHEM TEST. I dreamt that my chem teacher called me up and told me that I had gotten a freaking 0 for my chem test. Here was the convo in my dream:

Teacher: Hello?
Me: hello?
Teacher: Julyn, why did you do so badly?
Me: That chem test?
Teacher: yes. YOu didnt do too well I have to say. 0 isnt a good mark is it?
Me: *speechless* thinks, I got 0?!
Teacher: is it?
Me: ...n..no..
Teacher: Iam disappointed in you. *hangs up*
Me: wait! *hears the click of the phone being hung up*

After that, I think I totally cried in my dream.In front of my Chem teacher. Then I realised that I was really crying, cos I got up and there were tears lingering in my eyes. I sat up and thought about my dream. Went to grab a towel in case I started crying for real. Sometimes, I really don't know about my emotions anymore. They're outta control, and Shibin would call me a cry baby. but I cant help it.


Then I had tuition today. I looked through my A math textbook and its like relearning everything again. I dont know what on earth the textbook is going on about. Its like greek to me. Then when my tuition teacher explained, I understood-for one min. the next, I forgot everything, and even he (my tuition teacher's super patient mind you) was getting agitated with me. We only had 2 hours to go through A math AND e math, and it was really a rush.

Then Emath, was revising radian, but it looked like I was relearing it again. Alright, I did remember some things, but they all looked so new. What's going on man. I planned to run out to my room and flood it with my tears. And that's exactly what I did (well, not actually FLOOD the floor) but I did end up crying, and crying super hard somemore. Think I actually screamed into my pillow. I used the same towel as above. After it was over, I felt ashamed. Not better, ashamed. Like, gosh. Iam crying over the inability to do math sums and a chemistry test. Then I came out of my room and got agitated with everyone, parents included. Then my maid told me that she couldnt find my school shorts. I was too tired to get pissed with her and just said, "yes yes.." although I was really fuming.
Stupid shorts. I wish to see them fly around my room in an invisibility cloak, that great hairy hog.

Help me. SOmeone help me. Cheer me up or something. Iam in need of that now. How can I have a better control over my emotions man..

Doctor Loh is going to kill me. Look what stupid thing I did.







I stuck a toothpick through the yellow portions. And then...




Forced it back on. But its super loose. Hope I dont swallow it.

I cant stand it. My mum's nagging me about the fact that I didnt study my chem test as hard as I should. And its actually worrying/upsetting that I cant seem to understand what my chem teacher is teaching us! Am I like the worst in chem or WORST?! Cos I really dont want to disappoint my chem teacher, I know she's already trying her best to teach us. And it was my Chem which pulled up my science in Mid year, my chem teacher praised me, and now here I am, FAILING! She's gonna think that I have a realy swollen head or something, or that I got too complacent. I was totally frekaing out during chem test today, even my teacher was govering around me. I cant, cant stand it no longer!! A math and E math test next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE DIE DIE

I must say, that was totally random. And yes, what Iam going to talk about is a gi-rl thing.. so..
During EM, MC apparently decided to comment on KH's manner of sitting ( open coffee shop kind) and it somehow digressed and became something else...

YOu know what, I think I ought to be studying chem. I'll finish this post if I have time and in the mood for it.

I cant stand it, I just cant stand it. What happened? Why am I so careless?
I lost my BRAND NEW green pen, and I mean brand new. It wasn't even out of the popular plastic bag and I lost it. And my homework journal also. I mean, fine, the pen can be re-bought ( my wallet hurts here) but the journal, its got EVERYTHING inside, from my braces appointments to my friend's contact numbers to my drawings. Please please PLEASE God, PLEASE let me find them. I don't want to lose them. Iam sorry if I made this mistake once.

My temper these days keep rising.. Its annoying. Iam annoyed with someone and I dont know why. Of course not all the time. But well. Maybe its 'this age' and 'this time'.

2's company, 3's a crowd. Sometimes, its really hard not to feel that way.

Hi readers of my blog. Something really funny happened today, cept that I have no idea how to explain it in words as the impact wouldnt come out. Of course it aint as good as seeing it for real, but this is the best there is for now. Rather then waste my breath ( and energy needed to move the fingers), here's the graphical image I just drew. Dont laugh at my ridiculous drawing.

This was the 4 mats I was sitting on-together with Ping En, Miho, and Brenda. We were sitting on top. The mats were large, over a metre in height.

As I was climbing down, I FELL through the mats onto the floor. Blame my clumsiness. The coach, thinking that the mats were out of shape, PUSHED IT INTO SHAPE>.<>

Well oh well. Iam a bit flat now. But that cant be helped =/