inner talk

Sigh. Why have I always got this nagging feeling that i've forgotten to do something? That Iam not doing to the best of my ability?

ARGH. I will do it. I can do it. I must do it. I will not let pressure overtake me. WATCH ME!!!!!!!!!!

The problem with guys: SO true!!!!!

The problem with guys: (read this somewhere)
If u TREAT him nicely,
he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

mistaken badly!

OMG OMG iam so dead!!!!!!!! I thought my geog teacher asked us to find rabbits.... and then only at the last minute did i realise she meant RAPIDS!!!!!!! OMG OMG>> >.>

eg.

Haha. Idk about this app but its quite true la..Kinda counts ur bdays and stuff like dat.. like i give u an eg.

Averil: birthday
star sign:Aquarius
days to 15th birthday:23
name number: 23
birth number: 5
5- non conformist

description: 5s are the explorers. Their natural curiousity,risk taking, and enthusiasim often land them in hot water. THey need diversity. and dont like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation.THe qns never stop. THey are well advised to look b4 they take action and make sure they have all the facts b4 jumping to conclusions.

famous ppl: Too lazy to write xD

Re: A weird questionaire

Whats a fact about the last person you liked?
A person i liked?! As in???


Who was the last perso​n you gave up on?
I dunno...


Have you talke​d to a compl​ete jerk today​?
Nope.


What did you do last night​?
I was.. erm..smsing my friend..


Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are even worth​ it?
yes? no? maybe? Is tying yourself down with a relationship too fast good?


If you could​ pack up and move would​ you?
Where's the furthest I could go? Back downstairs and up again?


Do your paren​ts REALL​Y know you?
Iam not sure. Seriously. Maybe somewhat i guess.Sometimes i think my friends know me better. Irony of the situation..


When was the last time you laugh​ed reall​y hard?
Have i really even laughed very hard since the homework started?


What are you excit​ed for?
Erm.. to go visiting and collecting my angpaos? Idk..


Has anyon​e told you latel​y that they would​ alway​s be there​ for you?
Not directly. But then, if it wasnt, how would i know they are implying that anyway? no one has said "I'll be there for you".. sadly:(


What do you want right​ now?
I want to keep friendships forever.. though i know its not always possible:(


Are your paren​ts divor​ced?
NO WAY.


Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​
As in?? Not quite. The person has to be nice i guess..


Would you ever get a tattoo?
LOL. Not about to be 'good girl'gone bad so fast...


What'​s your mood right​ now?
Neutral... Stressed...Overwhelmed...a bit sad i guess..


Did you enjoy​ your weeke​nd?
hmm.. I dunno..Its saturday.. the start of the weekend. I hope so...


Last perso​n you told a secre​t to?
Erm.. A friend I guess. I never told anyone that b4 so is that a secret? The same person i've been smsing recently.


Are you stubb​orn?
Sometimes...


Are you gonna​ be home alone​ tonig​ht?
Nope. My dad and mum are both in. Breathing down my neck.


​Are you listening to music​ right​ now?
No. Ipod battery's flat. Come to think of it. Iam online. So i can charge it..


Who else is in the room with you?
No one. Iam alone.


In winte​r,​ would​ you rathe​r wear jacke​ts or hoodi​es?
Hoodies?? Jackets?? I have a jacket i bought from shanghai which is a jacket, and has a hood...


Do you wish you were somew​here else right​ now?
Where else? Not particularly. Iam addicted to the com..:)


How long can you go witho​ut your mobil​e phone​?​
If iam expecting an sms, a very short while. Other than that, not really..


Ever kisse​d someo​ne else'​s girlf​riend​/​boyfr​iend?
Who's other bf/gf do i know? None? And so it NO.
Heard this poem recently though.. its so weird..
When I first saw you, i was afraid to talk to you.
When I first talked to you, I was afraid to kiss you.
When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, Iam afraid to Lose you.

NO DON WORRY IAM NOT IN LOVE..


What'​s the worst​ time to say i love you?
When the person doesn't even have any feelings for you.


Who was the last perso​n in your room besid​es famil​y?​
Erm.. A friend..


What is one place​ you would​ love to visit​ right​ now?
Where have I got to visit? not really anywhere now..


Do you know anyon​e named​ Dan?
Girl or guy?I used to...


Is there​ someo​ne you know you shoul​d hate,​ but you can't​?
YES.


Is there​ anyon​e you trust​ even thoug​h you shoul​dn'​t?
I dont think so. Maybe I dont know cos iam too trusting..


Are you afrai​d of falli​ng in love?
A little. Iam afraid iam too young, and the person may take advantage.. LOL


Have you had the chick​en pox?
Nope! Haha Iam lucky..:)


are you a forgi​ving perso​n?
I would like to think i am. But yea i do forgive quite easily.. 'forgive and forget'..


​Are you talki​ng to someo​ne while​ doing​ this?
No. iam alone with my thoughts. But now my mum is asking me if i'd rather fries or instant noodles =.="


Are you young​er than 21?
Ye. So what? Iam alright so long as u dont call me little girl.. haha..


Do you like winte​r?
Depends. In shanghai I couldnt w8 to feel warmth. Now that iam in singapore, I cant w8 to feel the chill.


​How clean​ is your room?
Fairly clean.. But messy.


Do you have feeli​ngs for anyon​e?
ER ER ER ER.... i dunno! Who doesnt feel anything! This quiz is reading me like a book!!


Is there anyone you need to tell something to?
Maybe. A good friend who will actually listen to me.


Do you want to yell at the top of your lungs​?
I will wake the whole neighbourhood if i do.And after that cry yea..


What do you think​ about​ peopl​e who get hair exten​sions​?
For what?? Not as if u need your long hair now..



Are you named​ after​ a grand​paren​t?
Nope. What's my grandparents name?


Who'​s bed did you sleep​ in last?
What's the inner meaning in here?! MY OWN. DUH.


Do you like the color​ green​?​
Not particularly. I prefer white.


How many hours​ did you sleep​ for last night​?​
erm... let me see... 6?


Last place​ you smoke​d a cigar​ette?
I dont smoke. And I would advice u not too, either!


​Last time you recei​ved flowe​rs?
From who? No i didnt..


Who were you with last Monda​y?
Last monday?Erm..Shermaine and michele I guess.


What are you doing​ tommo​row?​
Busy helping my mum make pineapple tarts athough my cooking sucks.. and pereparing the Chinese New Year reunion..


Are you addic​ted to anyth​ing?
I hope not. But I think Iam addicted to Computer games..


Are you tired​?
Yes. From doing this quiz.. which is taking forever..


What are you about​ to do?
About to have dinner.


When did you sign up for myspa​ce?
I didnt...



What do you do when you get mad?
I.. I dunno.. Either curse and swear or cry..


Where​ were you satur​day night​ at 12?
12 what? midnight? I was doing hmk. And if its in the afternoon, I was drawing, I think
And if ur refering to today, Its not 12 yet. This afternoon I was doing hmk..


Whats​ bothe​ring you right​ now?
Group projects, inability to understand new math concepts, friendship problems.. etc..


What color​ is your tongu​e?​
I think its supposed to be pink..


Is it possi​ble that you could​ be pregn​ant right​ now?
LOL. NO.


When was the last time you had your hair cut?
I havent recently. But.. I really cant rmb..


if you had to go witho​ut one food group​ for the rest of your life,​ which​ would​ it be?
Eh, the one with vegetables in i guess..


When you go to the zoo, what are you most excit​ed about​ seein​g?​
The parrot enclosure..


What makes​ you happy​?
Talking to someone whom I can share my feelings with. Someone who will not tell someone else..


What'​s the great​est thing​ that happe​ned to you today​?
Nothing great...


Do you like the perso​n you are becom​ing?​
Not really. WHo am i becoming? Not some slacker i hope..


Do you miss anyon​e from your past?
Ye. Many people have gone by too quickly.. So now iam trying to hold on..


Name 5 people u want to do this quiz:
erm erm erm ... Shermaine, Shibin( if u have time cos i know u're on a busy schedule!:)), Estelle, erm erm, michele, Mavis! HAHa


Sigh.. This quiz is weird.. haha:) REAd if u want..:)

lit poem 1

First day at school


A millionbillionwillion miles from home
Waiting for the bell to go.( to go where?)
Why are they all so big, other children?
So noisy? SO much at home they
must have been born in uniform.
Lived all their lives in playgrounds
Spent the years inventing games
thay don't let me in. Games
that are rough, that swallow you up.

And the railings.
All around, the railings
Are they to keep out wolves and monsters?
Things that carry off and eat children?
Things you don't take sweets from?
Perhaps they're to stop us getting out
Running away from the lessins. Lessin.
What does a lessin look like? Sounds small and slimy.

They keep them in the glassrooms.
Whole rooms made out of glass. Imagine


I wish I could remember my name.
Mummy said it would come in useful.
Like wellies. When there's puddles.
Lellowwellies. I wish she was here.
I think my name is sewn on somewhere
Perhaps the teacher will read it for me.
Tea-cher. THe one who makes the tea.

~Roger Mcgough

OMG. our 1st attempt at lit in sec 1. HAHA :D

A kid's ( not me! ) poem

A thousand years ago( From a child's point of view)

Sometimes I sit and wonder

About stuff I dont know

Like what the heck the earth was like

A hundred years ago

Did Cavemen ride on dinosaurs?

DId flowers even grow?

Well we could guess but that was back

A hundred years ago

I wish they built a time machine

And they picked me up to go

To check out what the scene was like

A hundred years ago

Did giant spiders rule the earth?

Were deserts filled with snow?

I wonder what the story was

A hundred years ago.

photos from new york..

yay more photos! ;D

Taken when we went to New york New york for lunch..

OMG IRRITATING

Why am i always being sneaked up upon?! Cant anyone do anything without being constatly worried about being WATCHED???!! I cant do anything in peace!!! What?! Even when iam on the computer i cant even do what i want, not even Facebook!

Why do people have to sneak up behind me?! For one thing, I cant stand it when you creep up behind me for whatever iam doing! Not like iam doing anything bad, but i think its crazy! What, You think that's just cos ur standing behind me breathing down my neck i'll comply with what you say?! Nope.. YOu're badly mistaken.. BADLY.

shanghai photos last of it

Yay. stuff finally done uploading:') haha. enjoy:)

Eh. Seems like i have a problem arranging the photos. Anyway these are all from shanghai..

OMG this husky is cutee:)

Taken in Nanjing. (i think) This is from the TV studios where the old shows used to be filmed.

Photos..more to come

Haha i just visited shermaine's blog. So many photos. Better post some of my own :D

ahahaha. Breakfast Loucher. HAHA :)

Marry christmas also. How to 'marry' Christmas?

THe oriental pearl tower in Shanghai. This is the better of the 2 pics in which the tour guide took 4 us and planted the tower on my head.. =.=" -3 degrees..

The piano had some weird keys...not all of them could play..idk whos the guy nex to me..

.....photos!

To my friend who's spending the last day today as a civilian: Happy enlisting and all the best in what ever u do:) run hard..

Haiya anyway... so sian la... homework homework homework. its like throwing a ton of bricks on us and seeing how fast we can get out of it... though i know that if anyone throws bags of bricks on us we'd be dead in no time... why am i saying this? I am not a emo person!

Oh haha this photo was taken in Madam Tussards. Iam not so mad as to kiss a medal that's been handled around so many times... xD

*gasp.

why does this happen!!!

SIGH. NOt a good start but its bad enough. A maths is already confusing enough-and its the second day! haiya haiya..what if i cant catch up with the class? and then i have to rush to try and understand the concept... and while iam trying to understand it the teacher has already gone on!! then if i dont understand this 2nd question i'll have to relook at it and by then the teacher would have gone 3 qns ahead! argh my worst nightmare comes through again... nooooooooo i hope this doesnt happen pls pls!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year(not)

OMG. Its just 1st day and it already started on a bad note.I cant say for sure whether its possible to withstand all the extra load coming in, what with add math as a new subject this year. Apart from the extra problems, eg. friendship problem, group work, etc etc..

As one of my friends rightly said, " cannot succumb to pressure, u must be its master, and not let it be your master." its really true. We all handle pressure in different ways, althought currently i can only think of one, drinking. What happens when a person is suffering from pressure? we become negative and pessimistic. " pessimistic old woman" is also what i've been described as xD you know who you arexD

I also think of somthing else. Only just did i realise what its really like to have an older brother or sister, especially one who can actually give advice and not a lecture. ok, i do admit, it does get pretty boring and lonely at times. Then again, we cant choose our siblings, so yea..:) i see many siblings fighting with each other at this age. Probably wont if they grow older i guess. SIgh. Iam not really sure how to put this across. maybe i should i wait...